LIFE..according to me.

hi 2011.

2011-08-20T00:48:00.001+10:00

hi. it's been a while. my first entry for this year. i reckon i shouldn't stop writing. i have always loved writing. but what happened? i dunno.

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DIABETES IS CURABLE AND REVERSIBLE!

2010-12-19T16:59:00.001+10:00

The Journal of Applied Physiology, dated December 15th, 2005 by American Physiology Society reported that "50% of patients with Type 2 Diabetes are no longer clinically defined as diabetic just by exercising and looking after their nutrition, strictly."

This report was written by Christian Roberts of University of California, Los Angeles.

Ok. Now THAT is a hell of a news! YES, diabetes is curable. It's just too bad that many of our doctors are not aware of this fact. Okay, I'm not even a medical student but I love to read about these things and also, listen to what the health professionals say about this. Geeky. Or nerdy? doesn't matter.

Well, here's the thing. I have written bits and pieces of things about diabetes. If I were to put them together in just one entry, then it's going to be super loooooonnngggggg...so you peeps can just pick which entry you'd like to read most, or you can read them all. Your call.

What is Diabetes Mellitus?

Malaysians and Diabetes.

When you are diabetic..

Symptoms of Diabetes

How to Manage and Prevent Diabetes

What to eat and what not!

I hope this will help you a little. Happy reading!

What TO eat and what NOT!

2010-12-19T16:55:00.000+10:00

Okay, this post is dedicated to those with diabetes problem. But if you're not diabetic, it's a good nutrition plan for prevention.

Before we go further, let me explain to you WHY nutrition is very essential to curb diabetes mellitus.

According to Circulation (Vol. 106, pp.2530-2532), with strict diet and rigorous exercises, one can overcome their Diabetes problem.

What kind of nutrition/diet recommended?

Pick food with high fibre, whole grains, leafy vegetables, and plenty of fruits.

What kind of exercise needed?

45 - 60 minutes a day walking on treadmill.

This means, you MUST eat right and exercise. The journal also reported that this routine will decrease the blood pressure and decrease oxidative stress (that creates free radicals which consequently can cause cancer in the long run) as well. By eating and exercising right too, we can increase the nitric oxide in our body that will keep our heart pumping healthily and smoothen our blood circulation. When you exercise, you build muscles. Muscles help to improve insulin sensitivity.

Well, enough with the health jargons. I know, I know. I feel like my head's exploding with these jargons too, I wonder how doctors get their "Dr." GOSH!

So here's a note when looking after your diet (to prevent or cure Diabetes Mellitus), choose:

low calorie, low glycemic index and low glycemic load
plenty non-starchy vegetables (leafy ones)
plenty of fruits
adequate vitamins, minerals, antioxidants and immune boosters, and modulator to improve immune system
adequate fibre, enzymes, co-enzymes and probiotics (friendly bacteria)
special sugar regulating nutrients and phytonutrients

Just a few more notes IF you are diabetic:

Discipline yourself.

Abdomen fats screte a group of hormones called adipokines which impair glucose tolerant.

Don't even think of smoking cigarettes!

Diabetes can cause damage from head to toe..so take care starting from this moment!!!

If your diet is not perfect, you might want to consider taking supplement.

If your diet is perfect, good on ya!

Oh yes, click here for Dr. Udo's food pyramid! I hope this helps to motivate you to keep fighting diabetes! All the best.

How to MANAGE and PREVENT Diabetes

2010-12-19T16:53:00.004+10:00

PREVENTION

Look after your nutrition.

Exercise at least 3 times a week, 30-60mins at a time.

Try to get the ideal weight (BMI <23,>

Avoid central obesity (WHR <1.0/0.9,>

waist line divide by hip line i.e. you have a figure of 36-24-36, your WHR is 24/36=0.67

WHR = waist-hip ratio

if you can't get WHR 0.67, anything less than 0.9 should do the trick.

Monitor your blood cholesterol and glucose and insulin level.

PREVENTION for PRE-DIABETIC

Exercise 30mins/day, 5 times a week moderately

Try to reduce weight by 5-10%

If possible, try to lose weight by 58%

[source, Persatuan Diabetes Malaysia]

Symptoms of Diabetes.

2010-12-19T16:48:00.002+10:00

Let the picture do the talking, alright? =)

When you are diabetic...

2010-12-19T16:36:00.003+10:00

You age faster. How come? Cells need sugar to do their job but they are not absorbing sugar due to insulin deficiency.

You are prone to get other risky diseases. The high glucose that remains in blood, clogging blood streams -- can cause cardiovascular disease i.e. heart disease, stroke, accelerated dementia (senile or senang cerita, cepat nyanyuk!)

You'll probably get eye disease -- can cause blindness.

You'll have kidney problems.

Leg amputation (neuropathy).

...and worse (for men), erectile dysfunction.

You love yourself and you really want to take care of your well-being, so act fast!

How? Stay tuned..

Malaysians and Diabetes

2010-12-19T16:22:00.003+10:00

NOW

10% of Malaysians above 30 are diabetic and 15% of this 10% are above 40.

PREVIOUS YEARS Statistics

1986 = 6%

1996 = 8%

2000 = 11%

2006 = 15%

OH MY! Look at the percentage! Will it ever decrease? By 1% at least? Scary, huh?

Let's look at the "prediction" of the stats in between 2000-2025.....

170%

Do you guys think we can escape the percentage if we don't do something about it??

No wonder the Ministry of Health is so concerned about this and they even came up with loads and loads of commercials to create awareness about sugar intake among us Malaysians!

Wake up people! Here are the causes:

Unhealthy Diet
Obesity
Lack of Physical Activity

Teenagers and youngsters are at risk too! So don't take this matter for-granted.

What is Diabetes Mellitus?

2010-12-19T15:59:00.003+10:00

Diabetes Mellitus is a group of metabolic diseases -- disorder of glucose (sugar) metabolism -- in which a person has high sugar in blood either because:

the body does not produce enough insulin, or
cells do not respond to the insulin that is produced

There are three main types of Diabetes Mellitus, they are:

Type 1 Diabetes -- body's failure to produce insulin, also referred as insulin-dependant diabetes

Type 2 Diabetes -- results from insulin resistance, in which cells fail to use insulin properly in order to manage the sugar in blood.

Gestational Diabetes -- is when pregnant women, who have never had diabetes before, have a high blood glucose level during pregnancy. It may precede development of Type 2 DM

What is insulin, by the way?

Click here to redirect you to the definitions what does it do!

some facts.

2010-12-18T05:08:00.004+10:00

The US government has spent billions trying to find a cure for heart disease, cancer, and other diseases.

THEIR CONCLUSION:

Disease is easier to prevent than it is to cure.

THEIR RECOMMENDATION:

Eat 7 - 13 servings of fresh fruits and vegetables every day.

THE BIG PROBLEM:

Almost no one EVER does.

What about us Malaysians? Do we eat enough good food to help us prevent the diseases? Ask yourself.

WHY ARE WE SO UNHEALTHY??

2010-12-18T04:58:00.002+10:00

Poor food choices
Not drinking enough water
Lack of exercise
Stressful lifestyles
Environmental factors
Sleep deprivation
Our approach to medicine, GOSH! -- "Treatment" instead of "Prevention"

WHy people...???? WHYYYY!!!?????

Okay, maybe some of you have this thought: Why should I care about my health when the Universe is controlled by HIM? You see, HE asked us to find ways to survive. Try our best to avoid bad things from happening..well if we still fall sick, DON'T give up! HE loves you and HE is testing you. That's all. And....for Muslims out there -- wouldn't it be nice to be healthy and be able to perform ibadah in good health? Am I right? Let's not die of something we can fight by putting just a little effort. TRY people. Try.

We aren't very healthy.

2010-12-18T04:06:00.003+10:00

Over 38,000 NEW heart disease cases reported in 2009.

(Source: Ministry of Health, Malaysia)

Over 40,000 NEW cancer cases reported in 2009.

(Source: Ministry of Health, Malaysia)

4 out of 10 Malaysians are OVERWEIGHT of OBESE.

(Source: Ministry of Health Malaysia)

3 out of 20 Malaysians above age 30 are DIABETIC.

(Source: Malaysia Diabetes Association)

5% of Malaysians suffer from some form of kidney disease.

19,000 of them have to rely on dialysis.

(Source: National Kidney Foundation)

*No wonder people who own a clinic with hemodialysis machines are billionnaires!!*

This is one scary world.

An apple a day keeps the doctor away.

2010-12-18T03:52:00.002+10:00

Are you all familiar with the phrase? Well, it's true.

I am no doctor, I am no scientist to really explain about this to all of you in depth. But I have been listening to talks. Talks on HEALTH. Ewww. Some of you might want to stop reading now. HAHA.

Anyhoo, did you really know that it's true -- an apple a day keeps the doctor away? Did you? Did you?

Here is why:

THERE ARE MORE THAN 12,000 elements and compounds identified in an apple. JUST AN APPLE!

Wow! Isn't that great? If you're down with flu, don't bother eating 2 pills of isolated Vit C -- just eat an APPLE. Healthier choice. We'll never know what chemicals they have in pills and drugs -- unless you're involved with the production. We don't want to add on the chemicals in our body, do we? The decision's yours.

Health FREAK? Vitamin JUNKIE? Or purely health ENTHUSIAST...?

2010-12-18T03:30:00.003+10:00

Hey y'all out there. Ugh! School hols ROCKS! But not until there's a hole in your pocket.

Ah, well. That was just a start-up line.

Many of my friends should notice by now that I CAN'T STOP talking about health and how you can take care of yourself. Ohohoho. There are no shortcuts to everything.

Okay before I even start talking about being very enthusiastic when it comes to HEALTH, let me explain WHY am I so ENTHUSIASTIC about health. *ugh* Can you even understand that? I don't.

Here's the thing. My grandma died of BREAST CANCER in 2004. My other grandma, is DIABETIC. My granddad who is in his 80s, had stroke and now he's on the wheel chair. My mum used to undergo a couple of surgery including thyroid. Fuh. That really shows I come from a long long line of not-so-healthy family. Trust me, I just mentioned a few. Barely enough to portray the whole thing.

So, my friends, my who-ever-you-may-be, PLEASE understand why I am like this -- always talking about taking care about our health. =) Because I CARE for people around me to be healthy. Please bear with me. THANK YOU in advance.

I know, believe it or not, many of us have started taking care about their well-being with taking supplements. Well, like it or not, we need them. I mean, the supplements. Let's just reflect on what we eat today? Did you eat any fruits at all? What about veggies? *hahaha..some of my friends should already know what comes next...*

Anyways, I'm just making it clear to all of you, as far as I'm concern with my well-being, I AM NOT A VITAMIN-JUNKIE! I don't take pills and pills of isolated vitamins!

I AM PURELY a HEALTH ENTHUSIAST and I AM PROUD OF IT. Live with it! Hehe.

Melancholy Drama or Happy-ending Fairy Tale?

2010-11-07T04:25:00.000+10:00

I'm feeling lame. So lame. Lame lame lame! I wanna talk to someone. But I dunno what to talk about. I'm so bored with my life. I need a new adventure! I need to meet new people my age. Not new people who are older than me. I need to slow down on growin up mentally n emotionally. The way my mind works doesn't suit my physical appearance. I duwanna have a mind thinkin like a 35yr old lady (no offense to the ladies out there) when I have the height of a 12yr old gal. I need to be somewhere in the middle. I need to be someone my age. Say, 24? That's about my age now! Yeah, I need to be someone who's 24. Hurm. Meet new ppl means new adventure. But getting to know too many people means getting to know a whole lot more new real life problems. Dramas I only saw in soap operas on TV actually happen in real world. Too much drama, huh? I gez I'm just bein a drama queen here. But really, I'm not bein specific here, but I heard so much about other ppl's problem that I only heard or saw in movies. And in fact today, another fairy tale happened. I went to an engagement kenduri whereby the bride-to-be had never dated anyone else but her one and only hubby-to-be. Both are handsome and undeniably beautiful. Isn't that a fairy tale? So the things I used to watch on TV are actually here with us. Dramas n fairy tales do happen in our real world. It's just so overwhelming to think of which kind of a life story we'll go through. Well, the bottom line is, it's up to us to pick our storyline. But do we have enough patience to live thefairy tale or are we so immature n aggressive to just live with the heart-breaking drama? You pick.

The NEW me & some sincere, valid testimonial to JP+

2010-10-25T02:22:00.006+10:00

Salam & Greetings to ALL.

It's been a while since I last posted an entry to this blog. Has it been a year? Almost. Oh, I have been very busy juggling between work, family and my personal relationships with friends, colleagues, friends of friends yada yada yadaaa~ If I were to put everthing here, I'm afraid I'll bore you, YES YOU, my lovely readers (as if anyone would read this) with not-so-important things. Anyhoo, I'm a girl, and obviously I have loads to talk about. =D

I just thought of writing this because,

FIRST: I can't sleep (I need to!! I got school tomorrow!!!) and..

SECOND: I just thought, since I can't sleep, why not I write about something that I have been taking for almost 7 months now without fail (Alhamdulillah) and planning to continue taking it for as long as I live (Insha'Allah).

Have any of you heard of Juice Plus+? Well you can click on that URL for more interesting facts about the product.

Well, I must first tell you how did I come across this JP+ thing.

A few years back, I had this female problem: period pain. EVERY MONTH without fail. HOWEVER, the problem was, I got the pain every month, but trust me, I didn't get my menses every month. This irregularity scared me. I'm a woman (whoaaa I feel so old now), and of course I would want to have babies, one day, Insha'Allah. I only got my menses, every 3-4 months. THAT BAD.

And when I got it, I fell sick, feeling bloated, and the doctor almost became my best friend - not to mention the MCs. There was a time when I actually went to see the gynae and did an ultrasound to check if there's anything irregular in my tummy. My dear friends Syuk and Dieylawere there to accompany me, should anything bad happen. Alhamdulillah, everything was okay, just a slight abnormality which the gynae said not to worry about. So, she prescribe me some pills so that I would get my menses. For a few times, I had to take that prescriptions, which is very inadvisable to do so.

So, I started taking PRIMROSE + FISH OIL supplement. It didn't really show any improvement, until I asked for my aunt's opinion on which supplement (over the counter) I should take. Alhamdulillah, I made the right choice. I told her I want a supplement to:

address my menstrual problem

boost my energy

and if possible, address my sinus problem (yeahh, every morning it was like ekzos tersumbat!!)

So, my aunt suggested me to take Juice Plus+ because she had experience good results by taking it and she has been on it for the last 12years. Btw, my aunt is like my foster mum because I've been staying with her for quite some time now. Anyhoo, I knew about her eczema problem - but they're all gone now. I knew about the speckled cyst in her womb - but the doctor was amazed to see her womb was clear from any cyst. I knew my granddad had terrible sneezes (due to sinus) before. I knew my nephews have good immune system -- the last boy to fall sick when everyone in his class fell sick. I knew all this. What I knew, but didn't realize was, my aunt has been feeding them JP+!

So, yeah. For someone to take something for a very long time (12 years, peeps!) -- there must be something really awesome about this product. So I decided to give it a try.

1st Month - I got my menses! Period pain? Still got a little bit, but bearable. Doctor's visit? Nope. Since, it worked, I just carry on taking it.

2nd Month - I guess I don't have to worry about my menses anymore! Oh! No more sneezing like "ekzos tersumbat" every morning!

3rd-6th Month - Well I thought I had hit the plateau (you know when you're improving on something, your line graph will go up and up and up and up until you come to a point where the line will just go horizontally? That's the plateau) -- coming back to what I was saying, when I thought I already hit the plateau, no more health problem to address, I came across an old picture. I looked like this:

17th October 2009

When I told my friends, I used to have breakouts, pimples, especially during menses -- they said "TIPULAH! You mana ada jerawat!"

People, to erase the red dots on a picture is easy. To put it on back? Must be really tricky -- because you need to be able to make it look natural right? And peeps, this is not the only image. I have a lot more, but the pics were all during my dark era (without the hijab). Haha.

Anyhoo, now I look like this:

Taken recently in October 2010

Well, you can see in me real life if you don't believe the image. Real life photoshop. =) No more pimples even during menses. Alhamdulillah.

Some of my friends even asked me what product am I using, (oh well, I've tried SK-II for a year, I guess it's super-freaking expensive to continue with! -- and the result is super freaking SLOW), really peeps, I only use a regular cleanser (cukup syarat cuci muka) and a moisturiser (also cukup syarat to moisten my skin). But if money isn't an issue, you can opt for a more expensive product.

The rest, I dare say, beauty comes from within! HAHAHA! What a cliche! No, what I meant was, you are what you eat. So, this JP+ works by cleansing the toxin in your LIVER (mother of most sickness). Isn't your liver inside your body?? So, yes. BEAUTY DOES come from within (well of course I do believe that with pure hearts, the light will show on the face as well)

I believe I've said so much already. Here's the summary of what I was trying to convey:

I wanted a supplement to address my menstrual irregularity and,
to boost my energy level.

But these are the things I've been getting by taking Juice Plus+ everyday since March 2010:

Better health - no more doctor's visit
Better energy level
I get my menses every month - so far (Alhamdulillah)
My period pain is bearable, I can go shopping even during the first day!
Better skin (no more breakouts even during menses)
Pink fingernails
My fingernails grow 2x faster (need to clip them at least twice a week) - a good sign that my body cells are regenerating 2x as fast
Less hairfall, healthier and stronger hair
No more bad sneezes due to sinus in the morning (I do get it sometimes when it's too cold, but hey, it's so much better than EVERYDAY)
No more knee pain! Alhamdulillah! (driving a manual car can take a toll on you!) So no more knee pain when climbing stairs
Better immune system -- if I was about to fall sick, I double dose it, and insha'Allah, quick recovery!

Besides, Juice Plus+ is also a prevention from CANCER. Why?

It's purely FRUITS & VEGETABLES. Chemical FREE. And it's certified HALAL as it is all plant-based. This product also is backed up with extensive scientific research. Please take your time and visit Juice Plus+.

Great things are supposed to be shared anyways.

xoxo

an old song i used to sing.

2010-04-07T20:58:00.002+10:00

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,

Or tell you that.

But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it

where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder

Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and

destruction to come back again

And I caused nothing but trouble

I understand if you can't talk to me again

And if you live by the rules of "it's over"

then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet

Which I'm sure we will

All that was there

Will be there still

I'll let it pass

And hold my tongue

And you will think

That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship

And I won't put my hands up and surrender

There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

xoxo,

Teach Me.

2009-12-11T03:59:00.005+10:00

What would you do when your loved ones are in trouble?

How do you react when a special friend needs you but you're stuck in the middle of family dinner at the time he/she needs someone to talk to? (..apparently, your family has a crisis too at the same time..)

.....do you leave your family for him/her?

Or ask him/her to hang in there, you'll attend to them when things are less fuzzy?

Will you throw a stupid or lame joke?

Or empathize his/her feelings?

....like, because he/she is of course not in the mood to talk much or even laugh at your jokes, and you may feel like it is best if you keep the silence or maybe give a motivation-phrase-of-the-day like "Oh, it could be a blessing in disguise. Think positive! Yada yada yada..."

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?!! ...and HOW?!!

I suck at coaxing. I suck BIG time. I don't know how to make jokes, FUNNY jokes..or LAUGHABLE (is this a word?) jokes. Most of the time, I am the joke. How I envy those who are funny, colourful, and know the right things to say when things are messy. I am so scared of making things worse with 'so-called' the right things that I THINK is right to say..

What if I make a joke? Will he/her took it as me being ignorant of their feelings? ..by making lame jokes of course, and laughing at it alone. Urgh!

It doesn't matter be it that person if your BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, or BFF...i just need to know what to do in situations like this! I really oughta know this!

Educate me. Teach me. Please.

It gets really frustrating when I don't know what to do when a BFF needs me to make him/her feel better, but I don't have a clue of what to say

....and eventually that affects my mood too.

(-_-")

Banana Split or Slipped?

2009-11-10T20:05:00.007+10:00

It's been a while now since I last blogged about something. Lol. Life's been great, but busy too. A few things happened to me today, that I felt that I should write about them here. Just for laugh. Just for memories. Just for fun. Or just for a reminder for me not to do such thing to my students later on.

I started my day with a smile before I left home for college.

Picture taken from http://images2.layoutsparks.com/1/237944/smile-back-happy-face.gif

I knew I was going to be late, therefore I texted my group leader to let the respective lecturer know that I would reach the lecture theatre slightly late. SLIGHTLY. well, Pn. Z******* did mention if any of us had to face "obstacles" on our way to any of the KISSM[y-arse] slot, just let them know. They will tolerate if we let them know beforehand.

Apparently, this superior lecturer, though I know his intention is good, I keep telling myself to forgive him...but it will take time, keep on nagging on us, I'm sorry folks, only two of us came in late, but the whole DKA had to bear with the nagging, saying things like we're not going to make a good quality teacher because we had no discipline, for being late and bla bla bla.

I TOLD YOU I HAD MY REASONS. And what makes you think I will appreciate your effort of humiliating me in front of others? -- konon to teach me to be punctual. If I always came in late, then I should understand, I deserved to be scolded. THAT WAS the first time u effin freak! I came in late. In fact, his choice of words throughout the lecture was.....VULGAR. Keep on saying BANGANG to everything. EVERYTHING. well, obviously I'm exaggerating. But really, do you have to humiliate your student to teach her some manners? I totally disagree. In fact, you lost my respect.

Picture taken from http://www.chrismclaren.com/blog/wp-content/RomanPhilosopher1.gif

Well, I respect you as an old-timer, but as an educator..I'm sorry, you lost it.

OKAYYYYYY that's enough for such a terrible morning to begin with. Now, another embarrassing event to finish my day at the college.

I FELL on my knees at the CANTEEN. Yes, you're right. It happened in front of a number of people WITH EYES. Of course they saw me tripped. Gosh. Dugaan betol hari ni. It was so embarrassing but I just had to put up a smile and thick skin and get up and walk straight as if nothing happened! But my knees were hurting..huhu. I was in a hurry, couldn't wait to go home after a looooooooooong tiring day. Walked rather quickly passing through the canteen. The next thing I knew, I was on my knees. I saw the floor was oily, or maybe wet. It's a canteen, HELLOoOoooO. Of course la the floor was slippery! Haish. Kan dah ter malu sendiri. Huhu.

Picture taken from http://www.andygonsalves.com/design/color_design/threadless/bananaslippingonabananapeel.gif

Dala. That's all for now. Till next time. Daa.

Find a guy...

2009-09-09T15:45:00.004+10:00

..who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...

The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."

The unexpected.

2009-09-08T10:43:00.004+10:00

Just as I was talking about friendship with my besties -- friendship that I had, am having and will have -- the most unexpected things happened. The person I used to be so close to, the person who made my day when I was really down, the person who I poured every single thing about me and my feelings to, the person who broke my heart into pieces and in fact put me at my lowest point in life, the person who taught me many things about the real world, and partly made me who I am now, suddenly tegur-ed me on YM. Oh, the magic of the IT world.

I thought, my absence made her forget about me, totally. The moment she text me on YM, I was shocked, was surprised, and almost burst into tears. I know all this while I have been missing her. But my ego tells me not to do anything. I don't know. Everyday, I've been thinking about what my religion taught me.

Berdosa besar bagi orang yang memutuskan silaturrahim sesama saudara Islam. Tidak bertegur sapa melebihi 3 hari kerana perselisihan faham.

Begitulah lebih kurang. Berdosakah saya? Wallahu'alam. If I have sinned for what I did, I pray to the Almighty to forgive me. But if it involves other individuals, saya mohon maaf atas salah dan silap saya.

Because of what I believe in, I moved on from what had happened in the past. I couldn't care less about who's fault was it, that that thing happened. I just regret that the friendship didn't work out well. One thing that I am really sure about me, I am very, very appreciative. I cherish every friendship I made, make, and will make. That's just who I am. That one person opened my eyes, by telling me that I have so much love to give, that I am very fond of those who are nice to me, who are sincere (but I know, sometimes I can't tell if they are sincere), but I can't stop being nice. It takes an open-heart for others to really see what kind of a friend I am. But of course, I don't expect every single person to understand me -- or get to know the person in me. That's just life.

"Jangan kita membenci orang yang membenci kita. Sebaliknya, kasihanilah mereka kerana mereka tidak dikurniakan kasih sayang yang banyak untuk menyayangi orang lain."

And now, she came back. I won't ask why only now. But I thank the Almighty for what He has given me. Alhamdulillah. Salam ramadhan.

Ever thine,

Shattered Glass.

2009-07-28T19:57:00.003+10:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

juz give it a try.....=)

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY
>>>> Get Up - Ciara]

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
>>>> Boring - Pink

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
>>>> Lollipop - Lil Wayne

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>>>> Stay Away - Paramore

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
>>>> Hide Away - Hilary Duff

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
>>>> Honestly - Lumidee

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>>>> Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>>>> Angel - Shaggy (wow!)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>>>> You're Gonna Miss This - Trace Adkins

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
>>>> Listen - Beyonce Knowles

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>>>> Get Silly - V.I.C.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>>>> Ceritera Cinta - Jaclyn Victor

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>>>> Anna Molly - Incubus

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

>>>> Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>>>> Stop and Stare - One Republic (Oooooohh I love this song!)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
>>>> Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
>>>> Beautiful, Dirty, Rich - Lady Gaga

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>>>> How Will I Know - Whitney Houston

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>>>> Honey, I Know - Se7en

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>>>> The Best Thing - Mocca

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>>>> New Soul - Yael Naim

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
>>>> Shattered Glass - Britney Spears

Super Purple Geek.

2009-07-06T00:11:00.005+10:00

nothing really.

just goofin around with my-geeky-nerdy-black-purple-plastic-framed glasses.

Practicum.

2009-07-01T00:35:00.003+10:00

Hi All.

A quick update from me.

I'm on prac now. At SK Kampung Tunku, Petaling Jaya -- 10 mins drive from my place.

Since one of the assessments for my prac includes daily reflection, I decided to create a new blog, just a place where I dump all of my daily reflection as I progress as a teacher (to-be). It could be a bit dull, as I try to write as properly as I can but you all may learn something from my experience. And should you have any comment, don't shy-shy to drop it at the comment box! TQ.

Jangan malu2 to come visit my other blog! See you all there.

Adieu~

Baby Mafia.

2009-06-26T00:05:00.006+10:00

My life as a teacher trainee is almost reaching its finishing line and I will soon become a graduate teacher. But of course, in order for me get the title "graduate teacher", I need to finish my studies first (and graduate la). One of the requirements for me to graduate include a series of 12 weeks practicum. So, here I am, 30% prepared, 25% scared, 43% unsure and another 2% just-don't-know-what-to-expect for my practicum which will commence soon, as soon as next week, 29th June 2009. Ok, I shall leave it there.

My intention of writing this entry is to share what I have been doing since last Monday, June 22nd. I have been going to IPBA from 830am till 1230pm, EVERYDAY for a series of briefing (which is meant to prepare us for our coming practicum). In the evening (oh, I am surprised with myself too!) I stayed at home, entertaining my nephew Sulaiman (with his homework) and babysitting his brother Seth.

I had become one of the most successful (ceh, ni self-proclaim nihh) MAK SUPIR. Lol. Oooohhh I can't deny the fact that I lurrrrrrvvee driving and I don't mind if anyone ask me to do almost any task that requires me to drive a car. I've been my sis Najla's co-driver (she usually drives the car to work and I'll take over the car from her office to my college and pick her up at 5pm and she'll drive us home). I fetched Sulaiman from school last monday and yesterday too. I wanted to pick him up today, but his father is around so he usually takes over the job whenever his around (sorry, Iman. Mak Lang promised to take you to the carwash but Dada's around..I'll pick up next time and take you to the drive-thru-carwash okayyy???).

DON'T I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO?

Of course I do. But for now, the new semester has just begun, and there's not much to do yet. I wonder what will happen when I have started teaching (practicum) next week. Eeek!! I'm scared!

Oh oh. Sebenarnya I nak share this thing. Memang takda kaitan lah dengan apa I da bebel kat atas tuh. Seth LOVES cars and LOVES to go vroom vroom. He just had a haircut last few days, and guess what?? He looks soooooo like LOCK (Doveyna please take note) without his hair! Nampak cam gangsta baby! I told Kak Julie, Seth looks like a Baby Mafia. Har har har. If he gets to sit in the car, you'll be in trouble la. It's almost impossible to get him off the steering (well, I'm exaggerating. But NO. He'll scream and cry out loud if I don't at least take him for a spin, just pusing2 the park behind our home pun jadilah). Nah, tengok la gangsta kecik nih~

Sangat cheeky! Ouh I didn't see him the whole day today...kinda miss him. Oh oh. Kenapa tidak jumpa dia satu harini?

8:30am - 12:30pm >>> Briefing for Practicum

2:30pm - 4:30pm >>> Perhimpunan Profesionalisme Pelajar

5:30pm - 8:30pm >>> Lepaking session with Syuk and Dav at Delicious

Brownies yang sangat di gilai Cik Doveyna.

Maaf Syuk. Tak dapek den nak nolong~ hahahah

By the time I reached home, it was already 9:30pm...obviously the little ones had gone to bed. Hu. I think that's all for now. Will update more when I think I have time. Lol.

Jom puasa ramai-ramai~

2009-06-25T02:49:00.003+10:00

Haa..the information below was taken from my sister Najla's note on facebook. Since not all of my friends have her in their friendlist, I took the liberty to share this info regarding fasting in the month of Rejab with all of my readers. Happy reading!

Semoga Allah SWT bukakan hati-hati kami untuk menerima hidayah dan taufiq-Nya, insyaAllah. Amiin.

Sama samalah kita ingat mengingati amalan amalan mulia yang penuh berkat ini...

BULAN REJAB

Pada 24 Jun 2009 (Rabu) kita memasuki bulan Rejab.. Bulan Rejab adalah bulan Allah swt. Let’s overview ada apa di sebalik bulan Rejab itu.

Diriwayatkan bahwa Rasulullah saw telah bersabda, "Ketahuilah bahwa bln Rejab itu adalah bulan ALLAH swt, maka:”

1. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 1 hari dalam bulan ini dengan ikhlas, maka pasti ia

mendapat keredhaan yang besar dari ALLAH swt

2. Dan barang siapa berpuasa pada tanggal 27 Rejab /Isra Mi'raj (Isnin, 20 Julai 2009) akan mendapat pahala seperti 5 tahun berpuasa

3. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 2 hari di bulan Rejab akan mendapat kemuliaan di sisi ALLAH swt

4. Barang siapa yang berpuasa 3 hari yaitu pada tanggal 1, 2, dan 3 Rejab (24, 25, 26 Jun 2009) maka ALLAH swt akan memberikan pahala seperti 900 tahun berpuasa dan menyelamatkannya dari bahaya dunia dan seksa akhirat

5. Barang siapa berpuasa 5 hari dalam bulan ini, insyaallah permintaannya akan dimakbulkan Allah swt..InsyaAllah

6. Barang siapa berpuasa 7 hari dalam bulan ini, maka ditutupkan 7 pintu neraka Jahanam dan barang siapa berpuasa delapan hari maka akan dibukakan 8 pintu syurga

7. Barang siapa berpuasa 15 hari dalam bulan ini, maka ALLAH swt akan mengampuni dosa-dosanya yang telah lalu dan menggantikan kesemua kejahatannya dengan kebaikan, dan barang siapa yang menambah (hari-hari puasa) maka ALLAH swt akan menambahkan pahalanya."

Sabda Rasulullah saw lagi :"Pada malam Mi'raj, saya melihat sebuah sungai yang airnya lebih manis dari madu, lebih sejuk dari air batu dan lebih harum dari minyak wan gi, lalu saya bertanya pada Jibril as "Wahai Jibril untuk siapakah sungai ini?"

Maka berkata Jibrilb as "Ya Muhammad sungai ini adalah untuk orang yang membaca selawat untuk engkau dibulan Rejab i ni."

Dalam sebuah riwayat Tsauban bercerita :"Ketika kami berjalan bersama-sama Rasulullah saw ke sebuah kubur, lalu Rasulullah saw berhenti dan beliau menangis dengan amat sedih, kemudian beliau berdoa kepada ALLAH swt. Lalu saya bertanya kepada beliau "Ya Rasulullah, mengapakah engkau menangis?" Lalu beliau bersabda "Wahai Tsauban, mereka itu sedang diseksa dalam kuburnya dan saya berdoa kepada ALLAH swt, lalu ALLAH swt meringankan atas mereka."

Sabda beliau lagi "Wahai Tsauban, kalaulah sekiranya mereka ini mahu berpuasa satu hari dan beribadah satu malam saja di bulan Rejab nescaya mereka tidak akan disiksa di dalam kubur." Tsauban bertanya "Ya Rasulullah, apakah hanya berpuasa satu hari dan beribadah satu malam dalam bulan Rejab sudah dapat mengelakkan dari seksa kubur?"

Sabda beliau "Wahai Tsauban, demi ALLAH Zat yang telah mengutus saya sebagai nabi, tiada seorang muslim lelaki dan perempuan yang berpuasa satu hari dan mengerjakan so lat malam sekali dalam bulan Rejab dengan niat karena ALLAH swt, kecuali ALLAH swt mencatatkan baginya seperti berpuasa satu tahun dan mengerjakan so lat malam satu tahun."

p:s Rebutlah 5 perkara sblm dtg 5 perkara

1. MASA HIDUP SBLM MATI

2. MASA LAPANG SBLM MASA SIBUK

3. MASA MUDA SBLM MASA TUA

4. MASA KAYA SBLM SUSAH

5. MASA SIHAT SBLM SAKIT

[p/s: sape2 yang belum abis ganti puase tu, silelah ganti ye. pastu teruskan saja berpuasa sunat di bulan Rejab ni. pastu kalo ada yang kena bayar fidyah tu, sila lah bayar...jangan ditangguhkan sebab hutang wajib dibayar walau tidak dituntut.]

Niat hanya mahu berkongsi. Tidak salah mengingatkan diri sambil mengingati rakan yang lain. Semoga Allah SWT memberkati kita semua. Amiin~ (ada bakat jadi ustazah tak? hahaha)

Wonderful +WONDERMILK.

2009-06-16T17:06:00.005+10:00

After several years of making friends with Mawar Diyanah on YM (yahoo messenger), I finally met her on a lunch date which was agreed upon on a casual chat on YM yesterday. Since she is doing he practical at Dataran Prima, Kelana Jaya at the moment, I couldn't think of any best time to meet her up (in person) other than NOW. So, I asked her out for a lunch date and she suggested for us to meet up at +WONDERMILK, which is just a stone throw away from where I live. And today, +WONDERMILK witnessed the first meeting of two young ladies who had known each other for more than 3 years on YM.

Mawar Diyanah.

[i even forgot how did we start being friends, and what were the connections involved in the friendship. but nahh..who cares? we are friends now!]

Baked Potatoes with Beef Rashers & Cheese~ YummO~

Cupcakes!!!! Sedap OK.

It was so obvious that I hardly eat out that I didn't even know that +WONDERMILK is just nearby my place. I've read it's blog before but I couldn't be bothered to look up for the cafe or what-so-ever. Apparently, it appears to have most of my favourite meals! This cafe is a must-visit-cafe to all baked-potato lovers and other vintage-collections-of-stuff fans. And not to mention its superb, hearty cupcakes! I just tasted one (Pina Colada), and guess what?

I CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE ALL OF THE CUPCAKES AVAILABLE IN THE CAFE!!

Of course, the price is not as cheap as the mapleys, but it's worth it. Trust me, it is 99.9% satisfaction guaranteed cafe.

I heart +WONDERMILK.

Hari Tanpa Tembakau Sedunia.

2009-06-02T10:45:00.005+10:00

BACKGROUND

Pertubuhan Kesihatan Sedunia (WHO) telah menetapkan Hari Tanpa Tembakau Sedunia pada 31 Mei setiap tahun.

Sambutan dibuat di peringkat kebangsaan dan negeri dengan pelbagai aktiviti kepada kumpulan sasar sepanjang minggu.

Tema Sambutan 2009

“ Amaran Kesihatan Bergambar” (Tobacco Health Warning)

Pertubuhan Kesihatan Sedunia (WHO) menyarankan pelaksanaan amaran kesihatan bergambar yang merupakan antara usaha paling berkesan dalam menangani epidemik tembakau sedunia.
WHO menggariskan amaran kesihatan bergambar merangkumi lebih daripada separuh saiz kotak rokok, diletakkan di kedua-dua belah kotak serta disertai dengan gambar.
Saranan WHO ini bertepatan dengan usaha pihak KKM sendiri yang telah memulakan kempen amaran kesihatan bergambar sejak 1 Januari 2009 dan akan berkuat-kuasa sepenuhnya bermula 1 Jun 2009.

OBJEKTIF SAMBUTAN

Meningkatkan kesedaran di kalangan perokok dan bukan perokok tentang ancaman kesihatan akibat tabiat merokok
Menjelaskan kebenaran tentang bahaya merokok agar perokok dan bukan perokok tidak tertipu dengan helah syarikat-syarikat rokok yang cuba mempengaruhi mereka
Mempromosikan khidmat berhenti merokok di kalangan perokok dan bukan perokok bagi menghentikan tabiat merokok

Kebaikan Tidak Merokok :
•Hidup lebih sihat
•Sistem imunisasi menjadi lebih kuat
•Menjauhkan diri daripada penyakit
•Tahap kesihatan dan selera makan lebih tinggi
•Keterampilan fizikal lebih menarik
•Melindungi orang lain daripada menjadi perokok pasif
•Teladan yang baik untuk anak-anak
•Pendapatan bersih yang lebih bernilai

TIP MUDAH BERHENTI MEROKOK
•Akui anda perlukan bantuan (senang cerita, JANGAN EGO)
•Pilih tarikh berhenti
•Dapatkan sokongan - awek, keluarga, kawan
•Dapatkan nasihat- doktor

Jika anda terasa ingin merokok :
•Tarik nafas 3 kali perlahan2
•Mengunyah (gegule,buah)
•basuh tangan (tangan basah,so xde ar merokok)
•Postpone merokok ( 5 min ke...bape bape la )
•Minom air masak (elakkan air berkaffein)
•Alihkan perhatian ( wat mende lain)
•Elakkan perokok lain

Kekalkan Status Bebas Rokok Anda :
•Kekalkan fikiran positif
•Tumpukan pada faedah berhenti merokok
•Amalkan Gaya hidup sihat
•Bersenam - 30 min (3x seminggu)
•Dapatkan bantuan jika teringin

http://www.infosihat.gov.my/isusemasa.php?id=32

INFOLINE BERHENTI MEROKOK

03-88834400

Isnin-jumaat, 8 pagi - 5 Petang

Cinta Baru.

2009-05-28T17:58:00.002+10:00

Ooohhh I'M IN LOVEEEE~

Knock You Down.

2009-05-22T23:16:00.001+10:00

Heh.. not again..
Ohh.. this aint supposed to happen to me..

[Kanye West]
Keep rockin, and keep knockin
Whether you Louie Vouitonned up or Reebokin
You see the hate, that theyre servin on a platter
So what we gonna have - desert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson]
I never thought Id.. be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in.. and knocked me on my face
Feels like in Im a race
but I already won first place

I never thought Id.. fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin about our life our house our kids
Every mornin I look at you and smile
cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo]
Ive never thought I
hear myself say
Yall go head
I think Im gonna kick it with my girl today (kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
of my pimp ship flyin high (flyin high)
til i met this pretty little missle, that shot me out the sky (ohhh shot me out the sky)

(hey) Until I crash it, I dont know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Dont you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (ohh, to the fullest), no never too much
she helping me pull it

she shot the bullet that ended that life
Instead the pimp of me just died tonight

[Keri Hilson]

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

[Kanye West]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
you was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
seem to only date the head of football teams
and I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
so please, dont mess up the trick.. hey young world Im the new slick rick
they say I move too quick, but we cannot let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask someone thats only average
For advice
OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Woe its me
Baby this is tragic

Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin, now Im crashin
this is bad, real bad, michael jackson
now Im mad, real mad, joe jackson
you should leave your boyfriend now, Ima ask him

[Keri Hilson]
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So I'll bring a better future than I had in the past
oh Cause, I dont wanna make the same mistakes I did
I dont wanna fall on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I was scared to act to loves call
Whoaa, whoaaa
and if it hits better make it worth the full

(When it comes around)

[Chorus]
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(love comes around)
and it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)

Wont see it coming when it happens
but when it happens youre gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down

Wont see it coming when it happens
but when it happens youre gonna feel it, let me tell you now
you see when love knocks you down

The NAMe gAMe.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.004+10:00

1.YOUR REAL NAME:
Nurizyan Amalina Norman Effendy

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and fathers name)
Norhayati Mohamad

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Mohamad Ahmad

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Amanu (apekah???)

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Snake

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)
Amalina Kuala Lumpur

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Red Barley (wakakakaka!)

8.FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Nuna Airlines.

9.ROCK STAR NAME:(pets name, current street name)
Max SS22/10

10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Chubby Meranti

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")
Izyizzle

12.YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Max

13. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav choc)
Be Delicious Ferrero Rocher

14. WIZARD'S NAME: (last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)
Atitraviraya

15. PIRATE'S NAME: (fav actor last name, your 'pet' name, fav actress last name, add "Captain" at the beginning)
Captain Dempsey Max Alba

Lipas? Lipice lah.

2009-05-19T01:19:00.007+10:00

Hahahaha. Peepz, this is really something that I had never done before.

Entering a talent contest by Lipice! Alaaaa LIPICE..yang lipbalm tuuuuu....aiyoo.

Obviously, kalau nak masuk final, I have to gain as many votes as I can..therefore, I NEED YOU, yes, YOU to contribute your vote on me. I'm not sure whether or not this is a good idea ke tak, but if you guys think I have all what it takes to become one of the talents, please show your support by voting me at

http://www.lipice.com.my/

Click on the tab "CONTEST"
Look out for "GALLERY"
At the bottom of the left-hand side corner of the page, search for "nurizyanamalina@gmail.com"
Click on my photo, then enter YOUR NAME and EMAIL address then click on "VOTE"

Hihihihi. Tiada paksaan pun..seriously. It's just that this is something new for me and I'd like to experience different things before life gets more serious and there's no way out from the seriousness. Whoa. Ayat takley blah okeh. So sile lah tengok2 ye. Tenkiu~

Kancil..Oh, Kancil.

2009-05-17T23:49:00.000+10:00

When someone met with an accident, the Malays would always say: Malang tak berbau (agak nye cam mane la bau malang tu kan? Bau Mak Lang saye tawu la.) Last Sunday, on my way back to IPBA for a dance practice, my brother’s car – the WHITE KANCIL died on a highway. *sigh*

It was drizzling. I was at the fast lane. And my phone died. And I was alone. And the worst thing is, I COULDN’T find the HAZARD LIGHT! Gosh! I remember the hazard light for Persona, but I couldn’t find the hazard light for Kancil. The moment I found the hazard light, I was hit by a WAJA. I was traumatized and I must say I was in panic.

Yela. Fon mati. Tak penah kene langgar yang kene turun kete. (Dulu kene langgar bontot gak, tapi kete tu lari). Jadi bengap tataw nak wat ape. By right, that person who hit me should pay me because be broke my plate number (selamat tak teruk sangat accident..plat kete je patah).

Tapi I let him go because I was worried I was SUPER DUPER LATE for the dance practice. I know, Madam must be very furious with my absence. I couldn’t make any call since the battery died. Even if the battery was ok, I still couldn’t inform her that I couldn’t make it that night because I swap my phone with my sister’s. OBVIOUSLY all the numbers are in my phone which at that time was (and still is) with my sister who is in SENAWANG. Ntah la. Hampeh kan? Kalau malang tu nak jadi, nak jadi terus all at once. Tak leh jadi sikit2. Huhu. Tapi Alhamdulillah, I was ok, and am ok now.

Sorry Madam, I haven’t had the chance to see you and explain. Please don’t be mad at me. I was on my way dah to practice. Tapi bende nak jadi. Tahun ni cam banyak je accident..accident physical, accident kete, accident langgar kerusi sampai lebam, accident feelings..eh? Feelings? Haha. Ade story neh. Tapi nanti la saye update. Mekasih.

Jutawan Segera.

2009-05-12T13:43:00.004+10:00

Who wants to be a millionnaire?

I do. And I am a millionnaire now.

In which country? HAHA.

I'm a rupiah millionnaire! Lol. Well it's been a while now since I last updated my blog. There were so much to tell, but I think I'll just write about the most recent activity that I did. Getting back to becoming a millionnaire -- or specifically, RUPIAH millionnaire -- I just came back from BALI yesterday. Yes, BALI. I don't think I want to write much, so beware, this is going to be a photo-loaded entry.

[Alert: The following content may be unsuitable for children below 16 years old. Parents' supervision recommended]

Here goes...

This trip was organised by PKPSM Kelantan (I can't remember what does it stand for but it is definitely an association for all School Principals in Kelantan). Representing the travelling agency Jasa Teratai Holidays Sdn Bhd, I was given the opportunity to become the tour leader for a group of 27 school principals from Kelantan. It was a valuable experience indeed, as I learned to be more responsible towards my clients' needs, as well as mine. Not only I had gained knowledge about Bali, but also priceless experience and new colleagues and friends too.

I view meeting-new-people as a challenge for me as I am not that "smooth" when it comes to talking to strangers. However, this trip taught me to have better self-confidence, that others are human too. Like me, they too feel the same anxiety when it comes to meeting new people. Ok, enough of that. *Bukan entry ni untuk pics saja ka?* Now, let the pics do the talking plak lah.

DAY 1: May 8, 2009
Since I'm the tour leader, of course I have the "double-room" to myself. Oh yes, we stayed at Wina Holiday Villa Hotel, in Kuta. Sangat bosan okeh, duk kat bilik sorang2! *Jadi lah saye cam Dieyla ini hari, amik gamba sendiri*

DAY 2: May 9, 2009
We went on a bus trip from Kuta to Sanur, to Celuk, to Batubulan, to Tampaksiring up until Kintamani, where we visited went up Mount Batur to see Lake Batur. Unfortunately, it was raining all day long.

Sanur: Batik Factory

Tampak Siring

With the locals.

Add arrived Kuta around noon, and since she travelled all night from Surabaya, I asked her to rest at the hotel room till I come back. Later that night, after my clients had gone back to respective rooms, I took Add out for dinnet at KFC -- since that is the only place that we YAKIN HALAL. Lol.

At KFC, we bumped into 4 Malaysian guys. Luckily they were friendly and nice enough to hang-out with us. Kuzi, Rosix, Juka & Isaac -- Thanks! See you all in KL~

DAY 3: May 10, 2009
Add followed the crowd today. But after lunch, we went separate ways as she needed to catch a bus to Surabaya. Thanks ADD for coming!

See, we don't need to go to Amsterdam to take this shot! Kampung Bali, Denpasar pun dah ade. wahahahha.

PKPSM Kelantan.

Batu Bolong, Tanah Lot, Bali.

DAY 4: May 11, 2009

Alamak. Kene pegi la. Nnt la ai sambung balik. *sengal sungguh* Nantok..

Finally!

2009-04-28T11:58:00.002+10:00

Warghhh!! it's been a while since i dont know when i last updated my blog. i think I have a lot to write and a lot to share but at the moment, i dont thin i will be able to do so. been very very very extremely busy with uni and life! Please visit Dieyla's blog for updates about me~ lol.

K gtg. Talk soon~

Scandal VS. Boyfriend

2009-04-04T12:33:00.004+10:00

Finally, I get to update my blog. Ade banyak ni nak share. But for now I can only share a few things. Like, scandals versus boyfriend. hahahaha. *assignment tak siap lagi nehhh*

Aritu jumpe Yanie and Iela kat UPM. So bermulalah upacara meng-catching up. Sebab lama tak jumpa kan. Diorang pun ada la tanya apa perkembangan terbaru ai. ai pun cakap la ade si comel, tapi kitorang da stop. Malas. Rase cam tak seswai nak berskandal. lol. astu aritu ade membe uniten tolong anta gi senawang, astu ade senior skola booking untuk jadi model die, astu bla bla bla. Yanie pun tension mendengar.

"Yayan ni banyak betol skandal! Nak satu!"

Ceh. Aritu orang bagi tanak. Die cakap cam pelik. Haha. Klu saye jadi Yanie pun saye tanak. Astu Yanie pun ceritalah pasal skandal2 die. Ceh. Lagi banyak kot skandal die! Ngan pilot la. Ngan die tu la. Ngan die ni la. Adehh. Saye pun tataw banyak mane daa. Astu mase jumpe ngan Iela tu, sembang2 bagai. Memang tak sedar diri la assignment blambak tak siap agi. Saye cakap kat Yanie, kenal kan la sape2 membe yang encem2. ENCEM ENCEM. Klu tak encem, pass. hahahahah. Yanie cakap "MEMILIH!!"

YE ar. SKANDAL je kot. Klu boyfriend, tadek la ai kesah sangat encem ke tak *tipuuuuuu...at least sedap mata memandang* Tapi klu nak jadi kan boyfriend ni, kene la serasi. ade lah ciri-ciri die tuh. Lagi pun, boyfriend is for keep. Tapi SKANDAL?

Oooohhh skandal mesti handsome! WAJIB. Kenapa skandal mesti encem?

sebab bukan nak serious pun. skandal2 je.
astu orang encem ni, slalunye diorang taw diorang ade rupa, so mesti tanak settle down awal2. mesti nak berfoya-foya lagi. so takyah risau pasal emotionally attached to sape2. *over-generalisation*
Scandals are for "show-off". Sebab tu kene encem.

SO, dah faham nape skandal kene encem, and bf tak encem pun tak pe? Kesimpulannye, sape nak berskandal ngan ai, kene ENCEM BERGAYA. Eh. Bergaya pulak? Mesti la. Scandal ni kene superficial sket. Hahahahah.

Ape aku buat entry merapu ni? Dah dah. Nak wat assignment. As if! Bye.

Hujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara. I wish!

2009-03-27T20:02:00.005+10:00

Adehh..syok gile qada tido setelah seminggu tidak mendapat tidur yang sempurna pada waktu malam gara-gara kegagalan menguruskan masa dengan efisien. (Wahhhh kawan2, berbanggalah saya berjaya menyusun ayat sebegini!!) Tambah pula hujan lebat bagaii.. hahah memang layan je haku tido petang!

Malam ni balik Senawang. (Sangap lah aku tadek internet!) Esok nak pegi Port Dickson. Yeay!! Ntah ape aku nak wat kat sane pun haku tataw. Assignment bertimbun, tapi masih ada hati mau bersuka ria. Tapi takpe, sebab ni pegi ngan my iboo. Bukan merewang bersama teman2. Maklumlah, dah besar panjang begini, adik beradik yang lain agak sibuk dengan career dan hidup masing2, termasuk lah aku. Kali ini, biarlah aku spend sedikit waktu yang terluang dikala kesibukan sebagai seorang pelajar yang teramat giat dalam Ko-Ku (tarian lah, ape lagi), bersama bonda tersayang. Tidak salah kan, menggembirakan ibu kita with just our presence? Ouh I love to please people, because that is one of the ways that I find ultimate happiness in life. Tapi, bukan lah sampai diriku di pijak2. Everyday, I remind myself, so that orang tak ambil kesempatan atas diriku yang mudah bersimpati. Saye (kejap haku, kejap saye..ape2 lah!) cuba sedaya upaya untuk buat apa yang patut dan mengelak daripada sebarang unsur2 negatif. Wah! Sangat positif okeh?

I think I'll just stop here. I cannot think of anything to write anymore, lagipun kena pegi bersiap untuk pulang ke Senawang dan bersedia untuk ke Port Dickson. PD, here I come!!!!

Mix Muruku For Sale!

2009-03-27T14:07:00.002+10:00

RM2.00 ONLY!!
Packaging Size: 18x15cm -- Full Load!

Hi everyone!
I'm selling about 30 packs of mix muruku to help my grandmother to raise the fund for the less fortunate children in Kedah. If you all remember, the Bollywood Night that I attended not long ago was intended for charity and fund-raising by the Badan Kebajikan Wanita Kedah.
Donate and enjoy the muruku!

Don't shy-shy to contact me~

Cheers!

Sungguhpun bagituu..

2009-03-26T01:21:00.001+10:00

ceh. ampeh nye connection. facebook laju jer. tapi gmail n maybank2u tak ley bukak. ape ar. tensi2. kene balik umah gak nak bukak email. wargh!

Yeay!!

2009-03-25T13:51:00.003+10:00

Picture taken from http://www.breadwig.com/uploads/illustration/happy-frog-comic-cartoon-breadwig.com.jpg

Da boleh gune internet kat IPBA!!! muahahahah. yeszaaaa~

i'm updating my blog in the classroom now..oh yeahh~ i love it!

okay lah. tu je nak btaw. bluekk.

Kehampehan Tahap Cipan II.

2009-03-25T00:30:00.003+10:00

1) I'm not in the mood to perform anything at the moment.

2) I don't know whether I want to repair my Canon A720is which will cost me RM322. What do you guys think? Should I just pay for the repair or get a new camera? Waaaa I love that camera soooo muchhhhH!

3) YM GILE.

4) Klu korang represent uni for something, then balik ngan kemenangan, tetibe kene organize majlis sendiri utk sambut korang balik. Ape korang rase? Da la mase prepare utk competition da banyak kelas korang tinggal, astu tetibe nak organize bende alah tu, kene mintak pelepasan kuliah lagi. Tadak otak ka????

5) Rindu K.E.L.I.P.S. Tapi tataw bile bleh hang out.

6) Assignments piling up. Wargh!

Pelamin Anganku..

2009-03-24T00:46:00.003+10:00

Ampeh laaaa..ni saye bwat sebab Lala sengal Tag jugak haku walaupun tawu haku single. Huh!

1. How old are you?

22 years and 6 months old.

2. Are you single?

Yabedabeduuu~ YES.

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

Dunno. Still waiting for Mr. Right. [but made a pact with a guy friend that if both of us are still single when we turn 24, we shall marry each other. Erk! TAMOOOOOOOOO!!!!!]

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

Err. If I'm single, how can I answer this question?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

Patrick Dempsey. Haha.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

Any of my single besties.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

Garden wedding. But not in Malaysia.

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

Ireland.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

Families and close friends. I have a BIG family. Tataw la. Yang penting majlis tu selamat.

10. Will that include your exes?

Haha. I don't want anybody to cry on my BIG DAY.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

3 is good.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

Morning.

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding:

Lucky -- Jason Mraz & Colbie Calliat

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

Fork & Spoon. Nak gune tangan pun buleh.

15. Champagne or red wine?

None. Air Yaasiin bley?

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

Right after.

17. Money or household items?

Both.

18. How many kids would you like to have?

Depending on our income. 3-7 kids perhaps? But not more than 7 laa.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

Maybe.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

Nadhirah Shakri
Hikmatul Syukriah Salleh
Haizum Shairah
Noor Adila Azmee (haha. padahal die yang tag haku.)
Nor Ilyani Inche Kamarudin
Shahida Bakri
Noradlina Rosemi
Nurul 'Izzati Fuad
Noorul Hidayah Azman
Ali Azman Jalaludin
M.I.K.A.

Videos from Malam Jalinan Kasih IPBA, 2009.

2009-03-23T12:30:00.001+10:00

Entry Bertubi-tubi.

2009-03-22T05:41:00.001+10:00

The following entries were typed during my one-week of internet-less. Memang penat ler kome nak membaco nye~ hahaha

1) Malam Jalinan Kasih
2) KAGUM Dance Choreography Revamped
3) KAGUM 2009
4) Si Poyo & Si Comel
5) Kehampehan Tahap Cipan
6) Watchmen
7) Bollywood Ladies Night

Bollywood Ladies Night.

2009-03-22T05:40:00.003+10:00

I have a lot of things to share, but for now, all I can say is: I'm pretty worn out. Tired & exhausted. Will update more soon! Jom layan gambar je dulu~

***

Ok. Here comes the gist of the event. It was organized by Badan Kebajikan Wanita Kedah to raise the fund to help the less fortunate citizen in Kedah. My grandaunt, Mami Zah is the chairperson of the body, so we showed our support by attending the Bollywood night. =) The function was just for us LADIES.

There were more than 30 tables last night, with 10 people for a table. Can you imagine how BIG it was? We sat at table 27 -- Iboo, Mak Cak, Aunty Amy, Kak Najla, Masturah, Aqilah, Diyana, Mama Cak, Aunty Azie and me myself. The rest, I had no idea who they were, except for Mami Zah's family members.

It was a hell load of fun last night, I believe all of us enjoyed ourselves *sampai demam selsema hari ni*

I have always been not-so-lucky when it comes to LUCKY DRAWS. However, I brought back a COFFEE-MAKER with me. =D Guess how did I get the prize? Through dancing lah! They picked 13 best dancers on the dance floor, and apparently, I was one of them. Ho yeah~

Click here if you want to see more pictures :p

Si Poyo & Si Comel at KAGUM.

2009-03-22T05:34:00.002+10:00

Kalau dah jalan jauh2 tu, tak sah la kalo tak jumpe mana2 jejaka syurga (Syukriah, 2009). So, dalam kegedikan anak rumaja seperti saye dan Sumayyah, saye ade la cam suke2 mau kacau junior. Muke cam artis, tapi cukup la saye name kan die Si Poyo. Sumayyah suke kat Seaweed. Hahaha. Ape2 lah Sumayyah ooi. Si Poyo ni budak IPBA. Tapi junior, baru first year. Die cam lepak tapi bleh jadi agak poyo kadang2. Hahah. Tapi malang sekali, dah ade gurlpren. Tak mo la kaco bf orang, nnt tak pasal2 kene kejar ngan parang. So saye pun dah tak kaco la. Tamat lah story Si Poyo kat sini.

Astu malam perasmian KAGUM tu, buat kat stadium. Kitorang dancers bengkerk ar sebab the next day tu nak kene bangun awal2 pagi nak makeup pe sume. Kate competition kul 9 pagi. Imagine ar kitorang kene bangun kul wape. 5am! Hampeh kan? Nak dijadikan cerita, mase kat stadium tu, saye cakap kat Sumayyah, “tak berbaloi ni dtg stadium ni klu tak dapat no fon Si Comel tuh” (sambil menunjuk ke arah Si Comel yang berdiri selang beberapa baris daripada kitorang)

Ni Si Comel. Yang pakai windbreaker biru tu yang COMEL sebenanye.
(Da puas ati saye letak gambo ni, Cik Dieyla?)

Ni Suemay.

Si Comel tu sangat comel. And Sumayyah dan saya buat andaian, mesti dah ade gf and ramai peminat. Die budak institut lain. Kalo yang da taw tu, senyap2 sudah. Astu kan, saye memperasan kan diri “Eh Suemay, prasan tak die duk tengok2 cni?” Sumayyah agreed dengan soalan saye tuh. Obvious kot die duk pusing2 belakang tengok kat kitorang. Tapi tak sure tengok sape. Tetibe, membe saye Zul yang dulu dance same2 (yang skarang satu institut ngan Si Comel) datang kat kitorang. Sumayyah tidak mampu menahan diri, lantas memberitahu Zul pasal statement saye yang di atas (tak berbaloi ni dtg stadium ni klu tak dapat no fon Si Comel tuh).

Inilah Zul.

Saye kan pemalu. Saye pun cakap kat Zul, please jangan memalukan saye. Saye taw die budak kecik and PLEASE jangan cakap pape. Akan tetapi, Zul membawa khabar yang lebih menarik. HAHA. Memang die tengah ushar kitorang, ehem, atau lebih tepat lagi, SAYE. Hahahahahahahahah *jap nak gelak tergolek2 jap*

Die tataw ke haku dah tuwe? TUA. Die 21 tahun pun belum lagi. Saye da nak celebrate my 21st’s 2nd anniversary dah. See? 3 years apart. Hahahah. Dipendekkan cerita, the next day tu, malam lepas kitorang dapat 3rd place utk dance, ade Makan Malam Perdana. Saye ngan Sumayyah je yang semangat pegi (ye ar, da bawak baju batik susah2, rugi ar tak pakai). Then naek je bas, duduk2 je, EHHHH die kat sebelah kitorang je! Hahahaha. Sumayyah ni peramah, so saye duk diam jela, let Sumayyah do all the talking. Astu nak turun bas tu, die panggil, “Izyan! You look cantik lah tonight.” Muahahahah. Comel tak budak kecik cakap camtu? Saye senyum je then blah. Takot weh!

Then mase kat dinner, Zul datang cakap kat saye, “tunggu la, ade orang nak mintak no fon.” Saye pun tanye, “Si Comel kah?” Zul pun cakap, “sape lagiii….” Dalam hati, Tuhan je la taw kan..hahahahah ade jugak orang berani nak approach! :p

Meh nak pendekkan cerita lagi. Last2 die datang jumpe sendiri mintak no fon. Hakz! Kesimpulannye di sini, BERBALOI la saye pegi stadium untuk malam perasmian tuh~ hahahahahha

KAGUM 2009: Bandar Penawar, Johor.

2009-03-22T05:33:00.001+10:00

Banyak bende nih nak cakap. Waa!! Tataw where to start. First day sampai, organizer ampeh giler. Tadek orang pun sambut kitorang. Da la we all dancers need a place to practice dance choreography yang baru di”revamped” tu. Hampeh kan? So our lecturer Mdm Hazian insisted to take us with her, stay kat Punggai Beach Resort. Bukan 5 star hotel pun. 1 star pun tak kot. Hahaha. Tapi the good news is, the management bagi kitorang pinjam dewan badminton diorang to rehearse our dance. Alhamdulillah.

So our first night, ber sardinla kitorang dalam satu bilik. Tapi ok la, at least ade tempat nak rest our heads. Malas la nak cerita panjang2. Malam kedua tu kitorang tido lagi la macam sardin kat bilik Mdm. Haha. 3rd night baru kitorang duk hostel. Sebab the next day dah hari competition.

Pelik tak, dance competition wat pepagi buta? Starting from 9am untuk saringan, then final on the same day at 2.30pm. Mase saringan tu, kitorang perform yang ke-19 daripada 26 institut. Banyak tak? Banyak tak?? Haa..dala sume hebat2. Nak dibandingkan ngan kitorang punye yang baru practice tak sampai 5 hari, mmg kalah ar kitorang. Tapi nak dijadikan cerita, rezeki la orang cakap kan, kitorang dapat masuk final, top 5. Alhamdulillah. Mase saringan tu, sume frust menonggeng, siap nak tukar baju astu nak pack barang then balik je. Mane tak nye, tengok kitorang nye performance ni taw. Baru korang taw nape sume frust menonggeng sampai tak letak harapan pun nak masuk final.

Ha..dah tengok? Dah paham nape?

Tapi, Allah Maha Besar & Maha Adil. Kitorang ikot peraturan, guna lagu tradisional, guna steps tradisional, tak contemp langsung. And we all di beri peluang ke-2! We managed to go to final! Ni kitorang nye performance untuk final. Memang mase tu rase cam nak nanges je dapat masuk final. Yela, this is going to be OUR last KAGUM. Kitorang sume dah year 4 sumenye. Da final year. Memang tadek harapan dah la nak masuk pape next year. So we really hoped to make this our last and the best performance EVER. Haha. Bile da masuk final tu, kitorang tak letak harapan tinggi2, tapi kitorang just buat yang terbaik. And Allah heard us. Allah listens to our prayers, Alhamdulillah, we managed to get 2nd Runner Up. Imagine, out of 26 colleges! 3rd place is not bad at all. Alhamdulillah.

Azu, Suemay, Dayah, Sal, Dayme & Izyan

We’re so happy!

KAGUM Dance Choreography Revamped.

2009-03-22T05:31:00.000+10:00

Soon after MJK ended, we girls (Suemay, Dayme, Dayah, Azu, Salina & I) were back to hardcore dance practice for KAGUM. Apologies to my groupmates (Didie & Zaera) for being inefficient enough to complete my task. We had dance practice almost at all times. We only had breaks for solah and to refresh. And eat.

It’s already Wednesday but only today we get to see a professional choreographer (Mr. B) to help us refine our beloved lecturer, Mdm Hazian’s choreography. Mr. B was kind enough to revamp everything and come up with new steps and choreography. Although Mdm Hazian’s ideas are still in the dance formation, Mr. B revamped the whole thing and gave us a different kind of dance dynamic. Everyone was demotivated, since we only have tomorrow to memorize and polish everything. Friday, we’re already leaving for Johor. So we only have TOMORROW. Banyak la drama’s been going on. But somehow we managed to overcome the conflicts.

So here we come, KAGUM 2009, with only 2 days practice, we come with a BIG HEART to win the competition. If others practiced for 2 weeks, we only practiced for 2 days. Oh Judges, please be kind to us.

Malam Jalinan Kasih (Report)

2009-03-22T05:28:00.001+10:00

Hello All. I’ve been offline for a week! It’s a huge achievement and attention to MIKA, I survived a week without going online AT ALL. Now, here’s the update for Malam Jalinan Kasih.

I didn’t do my very best that night. Probably I had so many things to focus on: singing, dancing, assignments, etc. Weird, I wasn’t THAT nervous that evening, but of all the time, I picked the peak of all events to forget the lyrics. Dangg!

Apart from sucking at singing, I think I had fun dancing. Performing 3 types of dances that night, was really wonderful – although we KAGUM girls hadn’t started polishing our unfinished dance choreography for KAGUM in Kota Tinggi this coming Friday. Sigh.

To cut the story short, here’s the list of the winners for MJK:

Best Vocal:
Ida Hulaime (Teman Tapi Mesra)

Best Performance:
Zulfikar Izad (L.O.V.E.)

3rd Runner Up:
Azlan Abu Hassan (Cinta Kain Putih)

2nd Runner Up:
Nabila Mukhti (Mercy)

1st Runner Up:
Zulfikar Izad (L.O.V.E.)

Champion:
Ida Hulaime (Teman Tapi Mesra)

Wanna see my singing performance? Erk. Nanti lah, come and visit this entry again in a week’s time. [Latest Info: They say, THEY say.. I was the 4th runner up. Acehhh not bad tu. =p]

Dance performance? Pun same. Nanti bile da upload kat youtube, I’ll let you all know. Taa.

Orang-orang Tengok.

2009-03-20T00:38:00.001+10:00

In the previous entry, I mentioned about MACHINES double charged me for Punkin’s new cover. So today, I went to Midvalley to claim what’s mine. Zul offered to accompany me. Thank God, at least I don’t have to spend my time alone. So we went to this MACHINES shop and bla3.. I managed to get the double-charging thingy sorted out.

Since Zul had been telling me how much he wanted to see us dancing, we lepak at the food court and watch the videos together on my Punkin. When we finished watching, it just slipped from my mouth “Movie jom!” hahahaha. Dah kate kakai wayang. It’s been a while since last I went to the cinema. So why not, kan? When Zul said ok, maka ok lah jawab nye.

We went to see Watchmen. I had no idea what was the movie about, but my cousin said it’s worth watching. So without hesitating my cousin’s opinion, I said “Let’s watch Watchmen. Besides, it’s at 5:30pm.” It was 4:30pm at the time I said that.

So peepz, go and watch Watchmen. It’s a cool movie. I didn’t even realize that the movie was more than 2hours. If you want to know more about the movie, click here.

Happy watching!

Kehampehan Tahap Cipan.

2009-03-19T17:36:00.001+10:00

1) Bangun awal nak pegi basuh baju tapi tak jadi sebab orang tu nak gi dating. Penat haku bangun awal, kalo tawu mesti bangun lambat2 sket.
2) My 3G broadband takleh nak connect to the internet. HAMPEH. Nak wat assignment pun takleh, ape lagi nak update blog.
3) Si Comel tak message2 pun *gedik*
4) Si Comel da nak balik Johor. So takley keluar. =(
5) Baju sume kedut, kene iron! Malas seyyyhh nak iron baju…
6) Roommate tadek. Nak kaco sape pun tataw.
7) Nak wat assignment LTP, tapi tataw where to start.
8) Camera ROSAK! Warghhhh!!! Ini yang paling tak dapek diterima. Aku tadek pulak campak camera tu rata2. Fon yang jatuh berjuta kali pun ok je. Warrrghhhhh
9) Kedai MACHINES yang double charge haku aritu cakap haku kene tunggu 16 days baru bleh dapat duit haku. Ceh. Ni yang leceh ni.
10) Duit haku baya utk dinner UM mmg burn begitu sahaja. Budus.
11) Dress yang haku beli, tataw nak pakai bile.
12) Kasut comel yang beli kat Aussie sampai sekarang tak terpakai. Tataw nak pakai bile, and nak pakai ngan baju ape.
13) Nak pegi gym, tapi tadek kete. Waaaaa rindu yogaaaaaa~

Kehampehan Tahap Cipan.

2009-03-19T17:36:00.000+10:00

"Malam Jalinan Kasih"

2009-03-08T01:19:00.005+10:00

To ALL, I repeat: ALL readers.

You are cordially invited to witness a once-in-many-nights event, "Malam Jalinan Kasih" at Auditorium Perdana IPGM Kampus Bahasa Antarabangsa (formerly known as IPBA) on the 10th of March 2009 at 8:30pm-11pm.

There'll be 14 singing and 3 dance performances! The singers are:

Nur Auni Jasbi
Shahida
Nurizyan Norman (eh?)
Norhidayah Hulaime
Zulfikar Izad
Ahmad Bin Jaafar (Mat Jack)
Azlan Abu Hassan
Shahrizan
Warid Mihat
Shamira Abu Dzarim
Nabila Mukhti
Zairila Zainal
Rahman
Farhana Hashim

The three dances are:

Opening -- Ku Mahu by Siti Nurhaliza
[Dancers: Marina, Jannah, Najiha, Sha & Izrin]

Intermission -- Suzana (Pop Yeh Yeh)
[Dancers: Azu & Abang Mizan, Suemay & partner (eh!?), Dayah & Abang Raf, Izyan & Harold (and Kumar?? =p)]

Closing -- Asmaradana + Zapin Fusion + Joget Toleh Menoleh
[Asmaradana Dancers: Abang Mizan, Sha, Hamzah, Marina & Najiha]
[Zapin & Joget Dancers: Salina & Harold, Suemay & partner (eh lagi~), Azu & Mat Jack, Dayah & Chee Wah, Dayme & Adha, Izyan & Abang Raf]

Don't miss out! See you there~
(for more info, just leave a comment here and I'm more than happy to reply -- as soon as possible. WILL try my very best.)

P/S: This MIGHT, I repeat: MIGHT be my LAST performance in IPBA (outside IPBA tak kire arrr), so the moral support from all my friends, colleagues, acquaintance (and the list goes on and on and on) is very much appreciated. Do come! Thanks

Cheers~ Have a lovely weekend!

P/SS: Entrance fee? FREE OF CHARGE. Dress Code: SEMI-FORMAL or CASUAL SMART.

Borong kat Sungei Wang.

2009-03-07T11:16:00.000+10:00

Earlier today I went SHOPPING. Ehem. Shopping ye kawan-kawan. Haha. I bought the whole Sungei Wang! Lol. No lah. If you all know me well enough, I don't usually shop like I did this morning. Can you all imagine, I went out at 9:30am and I got back at 6pm. Fuh.

It was supposed to be a breakfast + shopping date with, ehem ehem, Dieyla & Syusyup. Unfortunately both of them couldn't come. For Syusyup, anda dimaafkan sebab masalah anda memang tak dapat dielakkan. Plus, you said you can't confirm anything. As for Lala. Ehem. [tengah majok lagi nih] ingatkah anda pada SMS anda yang berbunyik:

"Layan!haha..best2..k la.nak tdo.nanait. =p"

Want to know what happens next? Ha...Lu pikir la sendiri! hahahaha. *amik tagline Nabil Raja Lawak ler plak!*

So, I went shopping. Alone. Hahahahaha. Alone as in without other Kelips yang memang kaki shopping. But LUCKILY, saye ade kawan baru. SEE. Korang tanak kawan sudah. I kawan ngan kawan baru. Muehehehehe. And my kawan baru sangat helpful, macam talking organizer plak. I told him what I want to do and what I need to get, astu bile asik rush nak balik, he did his duty: REMINDING me what I hadn't done. Lol. Malu saye. Skarang macam slalu je ade short-term memory loss. Haih. Too many things nak kene ingat. Tau pusing satu Sungei Wang cari ape?

Dress ala2 60's untuk Pop Yeh Yeh. Sebab dress yang dah ade, tak seswai. Tapi takpe. Dress ini sangat chumil. Saye rase la. And murah plak tuh. Mmg bleh pi shopping lagi kat kedai neh. Gambar? Nak tgk, sile la datang "Malam Jalinan Kasih" yer.
Outfit for singing performance. And accessories. Kalau tak sebab I didn't change my song, I already have a dress to go with my first song choice. But I changed my mind. So kene la shopping. Hari tu dah kene sound ngan lecturer: JANGAN PAKAI SERABAI kat atas stage tuh! Sebab it's going to be a BIG thanggg~ ape ape la. So apekah hasil tangkapan saye? I'll give you all a hint: I got a very cool mini cardigan! I really think the cardigan is soooo cool~ takpe, asalkan saye bahagia. muahahaha.
Three birthday presents. Aiman, and the other two sisters. Oh ye. Today is my bro's 17th birthday [ade family dinner tadi. my mum wat nasik kerabu SEDAP GILOS okehhh~]. So I got him this pair of cool shorts. Masuk plak ngan my cousin & other sister's presents. Diorang beli shirts. Sangat menarik. Hadiah for the other two sisters, tak bleh cakap sebab tak bagi lagi kat diorang. I'm meeting one of them tomorrow since the other one kene pegi mana tah. Sorang nye birthday is on the 9th and the other one is on the 17th. Both are in March. Kire esok bagi present utk 2-2 skali because I'm gonna be very busy until the 18th of March. *Sigh* Itu pun 'kekasih hati' sanggup turn me down hari ni sebab die dah klua ngan 'madu' (yang die jumpe hari2 tuuuu) semalam. huh!
Kasut untuk Pop Yeh Yeh. Ini sangat hampeh. I'm a type that doesn't have many fancy shoes yang boleh pakai for dancing. Tapi dah pusing Sungei Wang pun still tadek.
Sunnies. Saye sudey dapat sunnies ala2 60's gitu. =p

Kesian kawan baru saya. I dragged him ke hulu ke hilir to help me find all those stuff. TERPAKSALAH sebab girlfriends saye SEMUA ADE BOYFRIEND (tak semuala. saye saje exaggerate. hahah). Saye sedar diri ok. Sape la saye kan di sisi bf2 anda yang hebat. (Acececey. Itu belom kawin lagi. Klu dah kawin, tataw la.) Eh. Pesal ter-EMO plak nih. hahaha. Tak, tak. I'm hepi for you girls at least you know what you want. Come rain or shine, I will always be here for you all. Sekian terima kasih.

Busy Busy bUsy!!

2009-03-04T15:51:00.002+10:00

"Malam Jalinan Kasih" dance practice EVERY NIGHT (9pm - 1230am)
PD Assignment due this Friday (6th March 2009) -- Haven't started doing it! Im soooo dead.
Lectures -- 8/9am - 1.30pm ALMOST everyday.
Singing Practice -- Dunno where to fit this.
KAGUM Dance Practice TODAY at 2.30pm until I don't know what time.
AS group discussion TONIGHT at 7.45pm

Tomorrow? I must indeed predict the unpredictable -- which is ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE when every single minute there's something unpredictable. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I'm happy doing what I'm doing but my body disagrees with that, and therefore causing mood swings at times (even though I love running around doing things).

Some of these made me laugh when I was really broken.

2009-03-01T03:11:00.004+10:00

Dialogue 1
BOY : May I hold your hand?

GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

Dialogue 2
GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!

BOY : You love me...

Dialogue 3

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??

BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

Dialogue 4
GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.

BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

Dialogue 5
GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.

BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

Dialogue 6
BOY : I love you and I could die for you!

GIRL : How soon??

Dialogue 7
BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!

GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

Dialogue 8
SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??

TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

Dialogue 9
MAN : You remind me of the sea.

WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?

MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

Dialogue 10
WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.

HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

Dialogue 11
MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly. What do u think, Peter?

PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Dialogue 12
Girlfriend : '...And are you sure you love me and no one else ?'

Boyfriend : 'Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday'.

Dialogue 13
Teacher : 'Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?'

Pupil : 'The moon'.

Teacher : 'Why?'

Pupil : 'The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it'.

Dialogue 14
Teacher : 'What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?'

Pupil : 'A teacher'.

Dialogue 15
Waiter : 'Would you like your coffee black?'

Customer : 'What other colors do you have?'

Dialogue 16 (I don't think this is a dialogue though)
My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.

Dialogue 17
Teacher : 'Sam, you talk a lot !'

Sam : 'It runs in the family'.

Teacher : 'What do you mean?'

Sam : 'Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher'.

Teacher : 'What about your mother?'

Sam : 'She's a woman'.

Dialogue 18
Tom : 'How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?'

David: 'You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated'.

Dialogue 19
Teacher : 'Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?'

Student : 'Brotherly love'.

Dialogue 20
Teacher : 'Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?'

Sam : 'No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook'.

Dialogue 21
Patient : 'What are the chances of my recovering doctor?'

Doctor : 'One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died'.

Dialogue 22
Teacher : ' Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?'

One Student : 'Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time.'

If you all noticed, some of them are mocking the teachers. Those are the jokes that I found to be offensive (of course! i'm gonna be a teacher), but I still wanna share them because I believe I learned a lot from those dialogues: I MUST TRY MY VERY BEST to be an excellent teacher who touches her students' heart. Amiin.

"Pekan Lama" Bersama Dieyla.

2009-02-28T17:13:00.004+10:00

Live from Old Town White Coffee, Jaya One.

Baru tadi aku kutuk Dieyla sengal, da terus jumpe. Hahahaha. Die cakap tadi kat ym tanak jumpe lame2, bia rindu. Tetibe mintak saye culik! Die bosanlah itulah inilah (die meramas peha saye semasa saye menaip) hahahahaha. Die cakap rumet die tadek kat bilik die sorang2 soo macam gak sangap. ngahahahahaha.

Dieyla muke trouble.

Lepas makan nasik makan aiskrim toast plak (dieyla yang cakap ni)

Tengok, kitorang tak cam-whoring pun. Sebab tak pegang camera pun. Cube teke sape lagi ade ngan kitorang?

See! Kan da cakap kitorang tak pegang camera..

Kami yang SENGAL. SEP!!! Gimme 5 (ibarat kate dieyla in her comment on my recent post!)

Okay...now is the real story why we hang out today:

Dieyla bising dalam blog die tak jumpe dress utk dinner. Then I remembered I have a long black dress. Since da banyak kali lupe nak bagi, I asked her if she wants to see it or not. Then she told me she's alone and feeling lonely and bored! (rofl) So I offered to drop by. Then she suggested to have lunch together. Saye pun ok kan aje. Mueheheh.

Cik Dieyla nak komen ape-ape? Hahahaahhahha

N/B: Dieyla tak abis2 cakap aku sengal wat post nih. Live from Jaya One. Acececececeyyy~

Dieyla Sengal!

2009-02-28T13:20:00.000+10:00

Wekkk! Dieyla sengal!

:p

My favourite quotes from Desperate Housewives.

2009-02-25T21:49:00.002+10:00

Quotation 1:

"We’ve all done something in our lives we’re ashamed of. Some of us have fallen for the wrong man, some have let go of the right woman. There are those who have humiliated their parents, and those who have failed their children. Yes, we’ve all made mistakes that diminish us and those we love. But there is redemption if we try to learn from those mistakes and grow."

Quotation 2:

"There is a prayer intended to give strength to people who face the circumstances they don’t want to accept. The power of the prayer comes from its insight into human nature “we ask God to grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change” because so many of us rage against the hand that life has dealt us “the courage to change the things we can” because so many of us are cowardly and afraid to stand up for what is right. “and the wisdom to know the difference” because so many of us give in to despair when face with the impossible choice. The good news for those who utter these words is that God will hear you and answer your prayer. The bad news is that sometimes the answer is “NO”."

I learn best when...

2009-02-25T00:59:00.003+10:00

...the teacher doesn't shout her lungs out. I know. My weakness is that when a teacher shouts -- as if we are miles away from her -- my ears refuse to take in what she is saying, or maybe shouting is the best word to describe the way she delivers the lesson. I really can't stand teachers who like to use loud voice, which can sometimes be a little disturbing. Trust me, instead of keeping me awake in the classroom, they can really put me off to sleep just like that.

Picture taken from http://yourparentingsolutions.com/img/www-us.flickr.comphotoschildish108499170inset-72157594187525534yelling.jpg

I laugh best when I'm happy. Of course, everybody does.

I dance best when I know what I'm doing, when I feel like expressing myself.

I run best when there's a need for me to run (away).

I dunno what I'm crapping about here. There were so many things I would wanna share with you all but they just went over my head, pfft, just like that. But the thing that I really wanted to share here was the kind of learning environment that works best for me -- no shouting and no sarcasm. If only my teachers know.

Running Nose.

2009-02-23T00:30:00.002+10:00

The weather yesterday was really hot. The kenduri was almost like a kenduri kawin. Maybe because of the tents and the karaoke session. Please bear with my mini sentences. I'm sooo tired. I'm not feeling well. I think it was because of the weather yesterday. Plus fatigue. Yeah, I have running nose. (Oh noooo!!! my nose is running -- ade kaki ke kat idung????)

This morning I went to the gym, after a week off from any physical activities (besides climbing the stairs at my college). I missed going to the gym because that is the only time that I have for myself and my body. I love working out. It helps me to forget about many things that's piling high in my small head -- assignments, college, family matters, bla bla bla. That's why I love going to the gym. But for now, I only have Sunday to go the gym. Why? Because that's the only time I have a car to go there. Public transport? Er. Not in Malaysia. I must admit, I'm spoilt.

I just read my bestie Dieyla's blog. She's not feeling well too. Sehati sejiwa la kite awak. Kite pun tak sihat. Huhu. Malas gilos nak balik kolej esok. Huhu. K la. Tu je kot. Too lazy to type and to think. I can't think with my blocked + running nose. Warghhh! Baru je baek from food poisoning. Sabar..sabar. They say that penyakit ni penghapus dosa kecil. InsyaAllah.

My TokBa's 80th Birthday.

2009-02-23T00:23:00.002+10:00

Please click here for a brief story from a friends view.

[This is a pending story, will update it later when all the pictures are ready. Stay tuned!]

My New Crush.

2009-02-22T13:24:00.005+10:00

Last Friday, 19th of February 2009, I went out with my dear Dieyla. Well, since my class finished at 9:35am that morning, we met up at midvalley around 10ish. I'm too lazy to write every single thing that we did so I'll just give all of you the link to Dieyla's blog -- a complete report on our DATE! hahahah.

Anyways, I have a new crush. Lol. He's the hero in Slumdog Millionnaire. I told you guys I've watched it but I didn't get to see the ending. However this time, I watched it (not on dvd) but at GSC MidValley with Dieyla. Gosh, I'm sooooooo in lurve with Dev Patel! Or must I say, Jamal Malik. I like his character. He's serious, but he's got good sense of humour. What else? He's loving and definitely loveable. He's not greedy nor arrogant. He's soooooo cooool! I like his blur-looking face. Always blur, as if he's got no feelings at all. He's face is not at all, expressive. Na'ah. Not at all.

Picture taken from http://www.pinkvilla.com/files/imagecache/ContentThumbnail/files/still4_26.jpg

see? you get what i mean? hahahah. pape je la. tu je kot. toodles!

Spoonerism.

2009-02-19T01:45:00.004+10:00

Burppp! Oops! Alhamdulillah..

I just had my late supper! Burp! Lol. I know it's pretty late to eat dinner, but I had something more important to be done -- LTP LESSON PLAN! (padahal tak dapat marks pun. Semangat je lebih!) hahahahah.

When my groupmates and I were working on the lesson plan, of course we would brainstorm, come up with our two-cents and yes, I coined a new word along the process:

"TOwk!"

Can you guess what it was supposed to mean?

Can you guess what was I trying to say that I came up with this word?

I wanted to say NO, but I want to say it in malay which is TAK but in the end, I said "towk!"

Ok, ok. I get it. It's not really funny but hey, IT WAS FUNNY at that time! LOLx.

I'm not sure what do we call "the action of combining two words from different languages" but if we sometimes slipped saying two words in just ONE word in the same language, we call it "SPOONERISM."

I don't know if u guys understand what I'm saying. It's late and I can't think of a better way to explain it. *yAwn*

So now, I wonder if the term works in my case?

Where Do Broken Hearts Go.

2009-02-16T20:31:00.001+10:00

I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see, I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day...
We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only thing I learned
Is that I need you desperately...

So here I am
And can you please tell me... oh

Chorus:
Where do broken hearts go
Can they find their way home
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there
And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care, for me

I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No you just can't run away...
And what we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind

chorus

And now that I am here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
And now I know, now I know...

chorus

"Keturunan Keluarga" as of August 30th, 1989.

2009-02-16T17:48:00.002+10:00

This time, I'm gonna share something that was written by my beloved granddad, Tokba, 20 years ago. It is about our ancestors and how the family evolve many many years ago. The following is exactly what was written by him (Tokba) on the 30th of August 1989. There is a family tree chart that comes together with the explanation, but I haven't had time to re-do it nicely to be put up here on my blog. Shall do it if more than 10 people request for it. ;p

"Asal-usul atau keturunan keluarga saya, Ahmad bin Abdul Hamid bin Che Matt. Diterangkan oleh Cik Tom dari keturunan ketiga bermula dari Tok Bah (P), dipanggil keturunan Pertama.

Keturun kali Pertama dari Tok Bah dan saudara lelaki bernama Tok Hassan. Mereka ini keturunan dari dipanggil Tok Wan berasal dari Negeri Arab dari tempat dipanggil Hazaralmaut. Tok Wan berbangsa Arab tiba di Tanah Melayu, di sebuah Limbong Kapal, bermastautin. Dan di masa itu Raja Negeri Melayu, bernama Sultan Muzafar Shah yang memerintah negeri. Tok Wan diketahui menyebar pelajaran ugama Islam dan membaca Kitab Quran dengan sedap dan hati baginda Sultan sangat menarik kepada bacaan dan ajaran ugama Islam. Akhirnya Tok Wan diperkenan oleh Baginda dan diberi kebenaran menikah dengan isteri dari orang Melayu. Perangai Tok Wan sangat cemburu pada lelaki yang menghampiri rumahnya. Ia pernah berkelahi kerana cemburu, dan bertindak kekerasan atas mereka yang ia menyangka mereka cuba mencerubuh (menceroboh). Atas tindakan kekerasan mengakibat kematian beberapa penduduk. Oleh kerana jasa Tok Wan di awal kehidupan dan telah mendapat tiga orang anak -- bernama 1) Syed Khafur 2) Syed Ibrahim 3) Sharifah ? di Lingor, Baginda sepatut menjatuh hukuman mati, tetapi Baginda menjatuh hukom Tok Wan dihantar balik ke Negeri asal. Isteri dan anak-anak Tok Wan dipindah ke tempat bernama Lingor atau Legor.

Anak-anak dari Tok Wan (Syed Khafur, Syed Ibrahim dan Sharifah) dari salah seorang mereka menurun kepada ahli keluarga kepada Tok Bah (P) dan Tok Hassan. Dan beberapa lama bermastautin ke kampung Tekai di hulu sungai Kuala Nerang, Kedah. Tok Bah pernah menghadapi penyamun dalam hidupnya dan telah mengutip banyak ilmu untok menangkis dari serangan musuh termasok penyamun yang kejam di masa dulu."

There. Pardon his BM because I know, we don't write BM like this nowadays. My granddad is turning 80 this 18th of February 2009. I personally had to read this a couple of times before I can digest the content and flow. If you can get the flow by just reading it ONCE, I really salute you!

N/B: Click here to see more of my family members! [Prepared by my uncle, Papa Chak]

Secret to SUPERFAST weight loss.

2009-02-16T13:37:00.005+10:00

This morning I woke up at 3am and went to the loo again. Again. Again. And again. Gosh, it's so tiring and my back starting to get the pain too. I have sore back now, from going to the loo over and over again. So at 10 this morning, I went to see the doctor again, a different one. He said, since this vomiting and perching have been going on for 4 days, he should prescribe me some antibiotics. Well, guess I need them. Then, he said I can just continue with charcoal, and drink "Oralite" (some kind of flavoured salt water) to help me with the fluid loss due to diarrhoea.

The good news is, I LOST 2kgs over the weekend.

The bad news is, I had been working hard to GAIN weight. Not losing weight! *Sigh*

And the other bad news is, I spent RM117 just for 2 doc's consultations + prescriptions. Yeay! *durh*

Here are the very few things that I must obey do due to my illness:

No oily food
No tea, coffee or milk
No coconut milk
No chunky food

Here are the best part of being sick:

Drink plenty of water
Drink 100Plus
Swallow the pills prescribed
Drink Barley
Only take blend food i.e. porridge

I think that's all.

N/B: The doc only gave me MC for today. As if this is going to stop by midnight. Well, I'll just have to pray hard I guess. Get well soon! (to me)

I Surrender.

2009-02-16T06:50:00.002+10:00

There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

'cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no the they can't take that away from me
And they will see...

'cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

'cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

I've Been Tagged!

2009-02-14T19:49:00.005+10:00

Aiyoyo..the minute I made a comeback to the blogging world, my dear cousin terus tagged me! Dala siap cakap "Izyan cousin ku yang vogue" you! Memang kene jawab ler tag nye. Hahaha.

So here's the question:

Nyatakan 5 kedai yang anda pantang jumpa mesti nak masuk dan beli barang.

1. Nose: Yer, don't be surprised! Dah ter suke nose! Klu jumpe kasot best, and tak mahal, mau je rembat! sampai aritu semang gile nak cari kasot ijau comel, cari kat merata tempat tadek size. last2 dieyla terzumper kat nose pavilion! yeszaaa..akhirnya ada jugak kasot kaler izau~

Photo taken from http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b339/SamanthaPoh/IMG_0324.jpg

2. Watson's: Everytime masuk, sure klua ngan at least SATU item. Klu masuk je ade je bende nak bli.

Photo taken from http://www.aswatson.com/image/news/jul12_b.jpg

3. Guardian: Ni pon same ngan Watson's tu. Shampoo la, sabon tu la, nail buffer la, itula inila. hahaha.

Photo taken from http://singaporegirl.files.wordpress.com/2008/12/guardian.gif

4. PDI or Padini: I loike the tops! Tomey2 tapi klu zumper, mesti lari jauh2 -- unless ade sale, mmg masok and kene bawak balik gak satu baju, sebab rugi datang jauh2 balik tangan kosong. ngeh ngeh ngeh.

Photo taken from http://www.padini.com/brands/stores/images/stores.jpg

5. Jaya Jusco: Pelik kan? Tapi klu masuk je JJ, sure ade je barang yang di bawa puleng~ hahahah

Photo taken from http://www.offerstation.com/ai/5305_b.jpg

Ok now I'm gonna tag these 3 bloggers (they are my favourite bloggers!):
1. AhKamKoko
2. Dieyla
3. Nanadh

My Valentines Day for 2009.

2009-02-14T19:16:00.003+10:00

Guess some of you may have known what happened to me today *sigh*

While many couples are busy "appreciating" one another, I was busy going in and out of the loo. Too bad I was "hit" by the most inconvenient sickness in which we call, diarrhoea. And so I went to the clinic *alone* to get the meds and my MC for today *just in case the lecturers need me to prove my sickness*

Banyak hell ok the meds! And it cost me RM61! Phew. The doc said it was because of food poisoning. Huhu. So dear friends, please take care of what and where you eat, because being sick is not a wonderful thing at all. Well, I guess that is universally known. Since my previous entries had been so boring without piccies, here some piccies for y'all *of my meds & etc.*

Look at the bill!

The MC is on th 14th of February 2009

The pills.

Macam-macam ada! The pills for VOMITING, for CIRIT BIRIT x2, for ANGIN and last but not least, for SAKIT PERUT.

I didn't ask them will any of the pills cause drowsiness, but when I went to see my friend Ira for minom2, I had this weird feeling, like my head was very heavy. I felt sleepy and somewhat drowsy. Hurm. When I came home, I straight away changed into my "kaften" and dozed off! Bangon je dah kul 5pm, beb! Lame gell ok saye titon.

Looks like my v-day is getting "better" and better each year. At least there's some stuff happening on my V day!

Spread the LOVE~

xoxo

New rule lah sangat!

2009-02-13T23:50:00.002+10:00

Ciku CAKK!

Haa..in a blink of an eye je saye sudah berada di rumah! Baru petang tadi aku kua makan ngan Lala Lalat, ni dah ade kat rumah. Magic tak? *kepoyoan melanda*

Well, the reason I came back home is because... *jeng jeng jeng*

BLOK 3 TADEK AIR!!!

ampeh tak? saye dala tgh diarrhoea. astu perot rase kembong semacam macam nak muntahs. Klu tadek air, how can I clean all the "mess"? Ewww. So I had to call my sister to pick me up. Tomorrow morning I have to go back there because I have replacement classes. *boringggg*

There's another thing I'd like to share here. The so-called new rule, if you guys remember in my previous post that my college has a new rule [visitor are not allowed to drive past the hostel gate after 7pm], isn't really a rule, I guess. Just now when my cousin came to pick me up, I asked her if they stopped her, and she said "NO". Well, now that answer made me wonder if diorang ni betol ke ade rule tu, or saje nak dengki ngan aku malam tuh? buduh betol. klu nak enforce the rule, buatla bebetol! takpayah ar hangat2 taik ayam. Bleh plak maen pilih2 hari nak enforce rule tu bile2 yang diorang rase diorang ade mood. Tapi bagozz gak. Takpayah la korang (para pakgad sekalian) nak susah2 tahan kereta nak masuk. Orang pun tak teringin la nak duk dalam hostel tu lame2. Bukan ade bende pun. Haih. Tak ada logika!

*Lompat cerita lagi ni* sampai je umah aku terus gi bilik air and *bluekkk* (muntah lerrr). Ew! Abis sume yang aku makan petang tadi ngan Lala Lalat keluar rugi je aku punye duit beli makan! Da la tgh sengkek! Huhu. Aku rase la kan, aku dah takleh makan nasik bebanyak. Tak lalu. Tula, duk makan bende mengarot je slame nih. Tu yang makan nasik pun dah macam..er.

Lepas aku munnn... tu, tetibe ade orang ketok pintu bilik. Bukak2 je..

SURPRISE!!!

Aku pun ter surprise, Iboo aku pun ter surprise. Iboo tataw aku nak balik weekend ni. Aku tataw Iboo nak dtg weekend ni. Hahahaha. So adil dan saksama, 2-2 pun dapat surprise.

K la. Tomorrow gotta go back to college *sigh* awal2 pagi lagi. Btw, aku dah tgk Slumdog Millionnaire. Tgk lah movie itu. Sadis. Tapi aku tak sempat tgk ending. Esok baru bleh sambong tgk. Thanks to my roomie!

Till then.

New Game, New Rules. Wadehel!!?

2009-02-12T22:59:00.004+10:00

Hampehh laaaaaa!!! Ish! Dush dush!

My college has a new rule, apparently. But According to the Mr. Oh-aku-pak-gad-berjaye-rase-cam-nak-jadi-skema-je-hari-ni, the rule isn't so new. But hell yeah, he was just pushing the button, and man, he shouldn't have done it! Don't mess with girls on PMS, trust me, you wouldn't want to face them pun. *LOL* Pape lah, main point di sini, the new rule is:

"PELAWAT TIDAK DIBENARKAN MASUK MELEPASI PAGAR ASRAMA SELEPAS JAM 7PM"

What the heck??? Yang selame ni my bestie Lala anta masok sampai pintu bilik (ehh..exaggerate lak) pukul 10:59:55PM selambe je tu pehal? Astu nak claim rules tu dah lame! POYO ar kau pak gad! *ish..emo betol haku ni, sampai bilik teros online update blog nih!* hahahaha

Membe aku yang sorang tu plak sangat la not helping! Tau hape die cakap?

"takpela, ikot je la"

HELLO? My toes are hurting okeh! Aku pun beg punye beg (bukan beg baju! beg = rayu) last last pak gad tu pun bagi je. Penyedut hampagas btol! At first I thought pak gad tu memain taw, sebab mase die btaw kete takley masuk die senyum2 macam nak kene kan kitorang. Gile dengki ko apo? Tapi die serius dowhhhh! Siap diri tgh2 pintu pagar tanak lepas kitorang. Klu membe aku silap tertekan minyak kan tak pasal kene lenyek! Free2 je dapat pancake special nanti kang. Astu die cakap nnt masuk astu wat bende2 tak snonoh bla bla bla..ASTAGHFIRULLAH.. Isk isk isk. Pessimist gilos! Aku pun cakap ar, ala klu membe aku tak kuar dalam 2mins time, cari arh aku kat BLOK 3. Malas gilos nak layan pak gad tuh.

Tapi kan, bile dah sampai bilik nih, terase buduh la plak. That was my hormones talking to the pak gad. Ye ar, 2-3 arini asik emo je pehal ntah! Sorry ar pak gad, tapi ko poyo sangat malam ni pehal? aku masuk 8.30pm okeh?? Awal taw! Tapi sah muke aku dah kene cop ngan pakgad tuh. ngehngehngeh. whateverlah! yang penting aku takyah jalan jejauh nak masuk asrama. gile kau! klu kat Brisbane dlu tak kesah ar nak jalan jauh2. Ni Malaysia okeh, sile jangan lupa, saye sudah berada di garisan khatulistiwa. So, negara2 kat garisan khatulistiwa ni tak berapa seswai utk berjalan-jalan kaki. By the time sampai bilik, sure lencun baju ngan peluh! Mak aih. I'm not condemning anything about my beloved (ye, aku sayang negare aku okeh!) country, cume aku je, mudah berespirasi! Paham tak? Klu dah my metabolic rate is a 17-year-old nye rate, ko imagine la betapa mudah nye aku berpeluh! Huhu. Aku dah tua ok. Dah nak masuk 23 pun.

Dah lah. Penat ar emo-emo ni. Tak besh! Nak cakap aku gi tgk movie tadi. Tak plan pun. Tetibe je. Taw movie ape haku tgk?

THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON

My comment? Best. Sedih. Mengharukan. Pelik. Tak Mungkin. BEST.

Basically memang best ar. 3 jam ar tapi. Cite die pelik sket sebab mane la ade orang born OLD astu grow up to be younger and younger (physically) astu jadi baby balik. Tapi, dalam dunia Allah SWT ni, anything is possible. Cume tak penah dengar lagi la. Or maybe aku je yang tataw. Wallahu'alam. Tapi cite die sweet ar. Aku tanak spoil kan di sini, tapi that movie, I tell you, worth watching. The one thing from the movie that I loike most is:

WE CAN BE MAD AND ANGRY AT SO MANY THINGS. WE CAN SWEAR, WE CAN CURSE. BUT THERE WILL COME A TIME WHEN YOU JUST HAVE TO LET IT GO. SO LET IT GO.

Tu ayat aku ar. But dalam movie tu ade cakap, something like that ar. Pape pun, moral of the story, LEARN TO LET GO OF THE THINGS THAT MADE US UNHAPPY, and cherish what we have around us.

*saye tawu entry tanpa gambar sangat lah membosan kan, tapi internet lembab, maka, JUST READ.*

Guess the Songs

2009-02-11T16:18:00.006+10:00

Heyy Peepz! Another entry for the day! Tengah lepas rindu kat blog niihhhh~ hahahahahah. This entry is more like a guessing game, I took it from my cousin's note on facebook. Lame, huh? But who cares? I love the game, so I wanna put it here so my readers can guess some of the random songs from my itunes library.

Happy guessing!

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.

Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Don't look them up on Google or any other search engine, you cheater.
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own.
Step 6: After a week, any songs left, I'll just post the answers.

Hop on a fast train out of town
I'm not loving you the way I wanted to
I've had a little bit too much, much --->"Just Dance--Lady Gaga" by mika 11/2/09
Tale as old as time --->"Beauty & The Beast--Celine Dion & Peabo Bryson" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
Waiting here for you to call me
I don't know what I want so don't ask me
It's Britney, b*tch!
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
Do you know where your heart is?
Perfect by nature icons of self indulgence
It's been the longest winter without you --->"Better In Time--Leona Lewis" by mika 11/2/09
I probably shouldn't say this
Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku --->"Aku Tak Mau Sendiri--Bunga Cinta Lestari" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
It's a hell of a ride
Angguk-angguk, geleng-geleng --->"AAGG--Ahli Fiqir" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
She was staring at the window
They say it takes time to get over serious relationship
Saturdays will never be the same
Your eyes are bleeding through your tears
High on the hill with the lonely goatherd --->"Wind It Up--Gwen Stefani" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
Well you done, done me and you bet I felt it --->"I'm Yours--Jason Mraz" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
Love can be a many splendored things --->"The Trouble With Love Is--Kelly Clarkson" by mika 11/2/09
Menyusun tari ala tari sembah diberi
Satu dua tiga go --->"Aku Scandal--Hujan" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
I wanna hold em like they do in Texas Plays
Kutatap gambar wajahmu --->"Terlalu Istimewa--Adibah Noor" by Nana Azman 11/2/09
I don't want a lot for Christmas --->"All I Want For Christmas Is You--Mariah Carey" by mika 11/2/09
He broke my heart and now it's raining
Walking up the hill tonight
There's only two types of people in the world

Knock yourself out! Cheers!

Am I ready to be 23???

2009-02-11T14:14:00.004+10:00

"Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious.."

-Secondhand Serenade, Your Call-

I really think that this song really describe what I'm feeling right now, AMBITIOUS! hahaha. But really, if you all listen to the whole song, I doubt the song really delivers what I'm trying to say. It's just these few lines really caught my attention, that I wanted to start new and fresh. No more gloomy-looking Izyan, no more i-have-been-crying-every-night-before-i-go-to-sleep-looking Izyan.

I am NEW.

I am FRESH.

When I said I am feeling AMBITIOUS, I meant, there are so many things that I want to do. Maybe if I put it in a list, it'll make everything easier (I suppose). Easier to type, easier to read, easier to decipher, easier to REMEMBER! (that's for myself!)

I'm feeling ambitious about:

living and enjoying my single life to the fullest!
making the best out of what I have around me
not worrying about the future, but concentrating more on what's coming my way now (i.e. ASSIGNMENTS)
being happy
being healthy
being nicer
being more open-minded
being more easy-going
being more sincere
eating well
not being judgmental
working hard to achieve my goals
being more positive and optimistic
keeping this blog up-to-date (hopefully) with good entries, not just junks
keeping up with everything well (this is so general, but yes, basically I am feeling ambitious about almost EVERYTHING)

Yes, I've changed to be someone who is more serious since I came back, and my friend said he misses the OLD me who was more jovial and colourful. A friend told me that many people will come to a turning point in his/her life at the age of 22/23 -- and if he/she keeps being the person he/she is now, he/she will stuck with that personality FOREVER!

Well, that scares me a little, because I don't want to be that serious, meticulous etc. person. I want to be someone who appreciates life and is grateful to have achieved what I have achieved so far. Alhamdulillah.

Obviously I need some adjustment, to the new me. Lol. It's not all new after all. It's just the LONG LOST Izyan who had lost her way in times of search for a new soul.

Okay, I think that's it about my ambitious plan. HOPEFULLY, I will stick to them and make them a reality. *fingers crossed* hahaha. I can't stop being playful! OMG, am I ready to be 23?????

Hello World! I'm back.

2009-02-11T01:21:00.003+10:00

It's good to write again.

2 months (or less) away from this blog, I had been doing a lot of thinking. There are so many things that I want to share, trust me, they're all good things.

At first, I wanted to create a new page, new blog account, new posts, new lay-out and the list goes on. But then, I promised myself to be true to myself and begin this new year with a fresh start, putting everything (that are unpleasant, or rather regretful things) behind and continue my life with a new perspective about living my life (ape kah?).

Well, this blog means a lot to me. I've learned so much about myself and other things through blogging, and I definitely won't erase my previous posts just because I was mad at something/someone. I believe that what I have experienced in the past, made me who I am now. So why bother about moving on but at the same time "deleting" everything from the past? I can delete them here, but the memories stay with me forever. Therefore, I decided to keep them here as well. Of course, it may seem like I'm carrying extra baggage with me, to carry on my life but still keeping the stories that were in the past. But there's a thin line between moving on, and moving on with extras. What had happened are all in the past now, and I'm taking this challenge to live up my life (simultaneously keeping the memories), and enjoy every second of it with the many good things that come my way.

Well my dear readers and to my dear blog page, I will try my very best to make this blog more meaningful and fun to write and fun to read (gosh, does this sentence really make sense?)

I don't know what else to say but I hope and I pray to Him that making a come back to this blogging world is not another many big mistakes I've done. My intention is just to share my thought and perhaps, my happiness too, with all my dear friends and at the same time exercise my pre-frontal lobe so that it won't get rusty! (paham tak? klu tak, sile la abaikan yer)

Till then~

Laundry.

2008-12-14T14:16:00.001+10:00

Malas nyer nak basoh bajuuuuuu!

Wohh lamo gilos tak update blog ni!

Can't really talk much, will update more when things are MUCH better.

xoxo

Faith.

2008-12-14T10:53:00.003+10:00

When you forget God, He will forget you.

Sometimes you will be the person whom God sent to someone to wake that someone so that he/she remembers Him.

Sometimes someone did something to you until you decide to do something because of His will.

Everything happens for a reason.

I'm happier now, Alhamdulillah.

Us.

2008-12-06T10:45:00.002+10:00

We are no longer together.

Please do not blame it on anyone, it's no one's fault.

We're just the reasons that Allah made to cause something of his will. A friend told me.

December 2008

2008-12-04T23:23:00.003+10:00

Raya Haji -- busy making ketupat.

Babysitting most of the days.

Catching up with family and friends.

Soul-searching.

Making right decisions.

Apply for a job at BORDERS bookstore.

Given a second chance to paint life as how it should've been, in an unexpected way -- take it or leave it?

Taking the chance to paint again, may be cruel but freedom from lies and heartache.

Leaving it, will give happiness to others, but not self.

Ya Allah, beri lah petunjuk untuk hamba-Mu ini...

My Mobile.

2008-12-02T23:08:00.003+10:00

peepz, my one and only phone number 012 280 6977

sorry cannot update much because busy babysitting and settling down.

Allahyarham Tengku Budriah.

2008-11-29T17:56:00.002+10:00

I'm not sure how am I related to the 1st Raja Perempuan Perlis, but I'm very sure that she was one of my grandad's HUGE family.

I remember my grandad and the whole family (my grandma, my aunt, my nephew, my my my whatever my) were invited to attend a lunch at Istana Negara because she came to visit him. I missed the lunch because I was not home -- was in IPBA, unfortunately.

I don't know. I was surprised to hear the news. I'm sure my grandad must be very sad about the eternal rest of his dear cousin (I think they're cousins). Knowing my grandad, I know this could be a huge loss, because my paternal family are quite close to each other, we at least know our second cousins like the firsts. I just don't know what to say.

I'm so sorry to hear the news, Tok Ba.

Innalillahi wa innalillahi roji'un..

Busy.

2008-11-27T16:57:00.002+10:00

Oh I'm soooo occupied now, I'm sorry Punkin, and Mr. Blog, I can't be with y'all till everything's settled~

Til then.

Public View.

2008-11-21T11:45:00.004+10:00

Hello. As you all know, the poll on my blog has been closed. The result is:

YES, I should set my blog to only private view.

Well, even if many voted NO, I will still proceed with my intention (durrhhh~ what's the point of having the poll then?) I just like to see how many people agree with me, that's all. :p

I may change my mind later, but for now, I blog just for my friends.

So peepz, if you wish to have access to my blog, please email me (nurizyanamalina@gmail.com) your email address so I can add you all in my reader list. Please do so a.s.a.p. because the setting will commence on the 24th Nov 2008.

Thanks for your support! To silent readers, please do the same if you want to have access to my blog~ coolies!

Crossroads.

2008-11-21T00:37:00.004+10:00

After so many years I heard about this movie, I only get to watch it earlier this evening. I would never know that Britney acts (or should I say acted) if my friend Nanadh didn't tell us (the kelip geng) about this movie back in 2002 (we were still in high school).

Well, I can't really say much about the movie because I've heard the storyline from Nanadh. But even if I didn't know the storyline, I would say the movie is kinda lame and predictable. I can't believe I wasted an hour or so, watching the movie on YouTube -- lucky thing my internet connection here is superb.

Britney wasn't really really really really dumb at acting, but I think she should just stay on stage, singing and dancing. Yes, I was one of her biggest fans -- not until she came up with the album In The Zone. I love her songs in her previous albums like ...Baby One More Time & Oops! I Did It Again -- I can hear her voice a lot better. All her latest songs are too techno-pop that they swallow her voice and I can hardly listen to her singing. There are some catchy-techno-tunes that I like though. Perhaps I'll only listen to them when I'm running or feeling like bustin' a move~

I don't wanna talk about her personal life. Honestly, I think it's not easy to live a life when you are the centre of attention. The public judge Britney as if they know her. Poor Britney. But hey, that's life. It's either you want to suck it all in or just move on and work harder to better yourself. Your choice.

xoxo

Meet My Punkin~

2008-11-19T20:40:00.005+10:00

Hello~

Urghh...it's been a while since I last update my blog. Well, I just had a new baby. Since I had little experience with babies, I need to spend extra time to learn more about him. Oh yes, his name is Punkin. Peepz, meet my new baby, Punkin..

Hihihi. There you go. So all the answers to your question "what did Izy win on ebay?" is here.

Punkin!

Why did I name it Punkin?

1. I'd like to call it Munchkin, but I like to call it Pumpkin too. So, Munchkin + Pumpkin = Punkin!

1. It's so canntikk! And the display is so sharp and the colors are kinda "funky" -- so I can call it Punky too~

3. And it's rockin, and punkin my life~ hahahahahahah

So yeah..I think that's all about my Punkin.

Hot Chocolate.

2008-11-17T15:33:00.002+10:00

Someone sent me this, and I'd love to share it with all of you. You may or may not have read this, but it's still nice to read it again (and again).

Hot Chocolate'

A group of graduates, well established in their careers, were talking at a reunion and decided to go visit their old university professor, now retired. During their visit, the conversation turned to complaints about stress in their work and lives. Offering his guests hot chocolate, the professor went into the kitchen and returned with a large pot of hot chocolate and an assortment of cups - porcelain, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the hot chocolate.

When they all had a cup of hot chocolate in hand, the professor said: 'Notice that all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. The cup that you're drinking from adds nothing to the quality of the hot chocolate. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was hot chocolate, not the cup; but you consciously went for the best cups... And then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this: Life is the hot chocolate; your job, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain life. The cup you have does not define, nor change the quality of life you have. Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the hot chocolate God has provided us. God makes the hot chocolate, man chooses the cups.
The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything that they have.

Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly...

And enjoy your hot chocolate.

Counting and counting.

2008-11-15T10:48:00.002+10:00

Counting days to go home. Oh yes, I don't know when I should quit my job. Next week? The week after? Argh. I've packed almost 80% of my stuff, still comtemplating which tops and bottoms to bring home. Guess shouldn't have to bring everything home, and I'll surely shop for new clothes. I'm a girl, remember?

My garage sale has slowed down a bit after a number of stuff sold, but I think it's good enough. At least enough to back up my shipping cost. I'm still waiting for my 2nd baby to come..can't wait! Remember I won something at ebay? I don't know whether I should share it here or not. My guts say NO. So if any of you knew anything about it, just keep it to yourself. I'm just happy to share the feeling of winning in Ebay. I've never bid for anything before, usually I just bought "buy it now" stuff. The first time I bid, I didn't want to win it because the bidding price went up to high, so I stopped bidding. The second time, I got some help from and expert bidder! (That's why I won the item with a bargain price!).

There are few stuff that looks interesting to me, but as I started bidding, the price just shoot up, and went beyond my limit. So, I ended up forgetting all about it. Haha. Ebay oh ebay. Be careful folks, Ebay can be soooooooo addictive!

I need to look for few more boxes, to fit my shoes. Or maybe I can just bring home my shoes in my cargo luggage. There's not many things in it yet, so I suppose the shoes can come with me. Anyway, I don't have many pairs shoes, so it's not a big deal.

I think my brain is half dead, I haven't done anything like reading academic stuff etc. Was thinking of getting a head start for next year. (Oh Ben, please hear this "I'm becoming a geek~")
But I'm too lazy. All I'm doing now is packing, packing and packing up. Endlessly. The more I pack, the more things need to be chucked out. Aiyoh! Suda pening la saye~!

K lah, I think I membebel enough already. Wahaha. Sape suroh bace ni in the first place?

Congratulations.

2008-11-14T18:45:00.002+10:00

In the newspaper, they reported that UPSR result is getting better. Cool~ isn't that a good news for our education system? I want to comment more on this but I think I should just leave it there because this entry is specially for Bulost's youngest sister who sat for UPSR last September.

She got 5As! It's a really good news indeed.

Congratulations, dear. You've worked hard for it, and that is what you deserve.

And guess what? I just talked to her mum, and her mum requested me to advise *adik* to enrol in a boarding school. *She wasn't at home and she said she'll call me back later tonight*

"Yan pujuk la adik masuk boarding school.."

"Alaa..klu die masuk mase form 4 pun ok je.."

"Tadekla, mami ingat adik dah besar and die pun needs to learn to get herself organised.."

Adoii..seems like I have no right to stop a mum's decision. I just agreed to it, and now I have a problem. What should I say??

Come on people, whoever, let's discuss the good things about attending a boarding school -- make sure they're all good ones because they need to sound convincing for a 12-year-old girl!

Blog Clean-up.

2008-11-14T18:10:00.003+10:00

I'm cleaning up my blog, and I don't want to keep anything hurtful and meaningless and not worth keeping. From this day on, my blog is a space for me to share my experience with my friends and reflect on life as I go on. I'm shutting all doors and windows that can allow any negative element into my blog. I don't want to be mad, I don't want to be angry at anything or anyone. Thank you.

Please Don't Leave Me.

2008-11-13T15:38:00.001+10:00

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
(da da da da-da)
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me (don't leave me)
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
I always say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

Slim.

2008-11-12T18:44:00.003+10:00

Hey y'all~ help me!

Help me to choose a phone that is slim enough to slide in my pocket but with good features.
I'm not a big fan of fancy phones, my phone doesn't have to have plenty functions. But great enough for text messaging, phone calls, MMS and occasionally web browsing. To have a camera function and voice recording is great too! I like slim phones because in my eyes, they're just gorgeous and simple at the same time. Here are few phones that caught my eyes.. NO NOKIA PLEASE! If you guys have better suggestion, you're more than welcome to!

Motorola MotoRAZR2 v9

Motorola MotoKRZR

Please help me to decide.

A Happy But Miserable Day.

2008-11-12T01:24:00.003+10:00

Even though my eyes are just half open now, I still want to share this with you all.

I'm mad at some people. But I don't want to talk about it because I don't want the negative energy to take control of this entry. So, let's just say, some people like to annoy me -- whether they realise it or not.

I want to share something that makes me happy today. After work earlier, I went to have lunch at KFC with my junior, Rozy, who also happened to be my colleague. As soon as we arrived at Indoroopilly Shopping Plaza food court, we headed straight to KFC (well at least I thought so).

But then I couldn't find any of the chicken menu! It's KFC -- they should have plenty of chicken to choose from! Then suddenly...

"Izy, Izy nak makan McDonald's ke KFC?"

*ROFL* No wonder there's no chick meal, I was at the Macca's side, NOT KFC. Duhh!

bla bla bla... nothing really interesting happened. Until I get home, then change..

***I can't write anymore..my eyes are closing and so is my brain. I need to go to bed..I need to.***

***Ok, here's the continuation...***

When I get home, I took a quick shower, then off I went to CLV -- accompanying Rozy home. *baik tak?* haha. But the bus was late -- did I tell you guys that I'm bidding on something on EBAY? -- so yeah, by the time I arrived CLV, the time left for the auction was less than 2 hours. If I were to go home, I knew I won't make it on time. Then Ben suggested something that was so impossible -- get Dan's help to bid. WHAT??? I've never spoken to Dan all my life (exaggerating) and suddenly I'm asking for his help to bid on EBAY out of no where?!

But I did eventually. Because I can't stand the pressure and anxiety of bidding for something that I wanted most (at the moment). I was really scared of losing. But guess what? I WON!!!!!!
Thanks to Dan~

Do you guys want to know what I bid for? Hahaha. Guess la.

Ok this entry is about a happy day, but a miserable one too. I won't tell about the item that I just won on Ebay but I will tell why today (in this case, yesterday) was a miserable day for me.

I've been so careless lately that I THOUGHT I brought my house key with me, when I actually left it inside. Last night, I had to wait outside of the house for an hour or so because of my carelessness. My housemates weren't home. So I had to wait for them to come back. BUT. Last night was very windy and cold. Imagine that I only wore a thin shirt with a thin cardigan. And a pair of slippers. Slippers. Not shoes. Sejuk la! Padan muke haku.

K la. Malas dah nak cite what happened yesterday or last night. What's important, I WON!!!!!! (that ebay thingy~)

Seven Sevens.

2008-11-10T22:12:00.005+10:00

I've been tagged, AGAIN. Who else if not Nanadh bucuk!

Tajuk Hangat:PERIHAL 7jawapan
anda mestilah JUJUR,AMANAH,IKHLAS,SOPAN-SANTUN DAN BERPEGANG PADA PRINSIP... HEHEHEHE *apekah?* <-- malas nak edit, copy paste from nadh. Soalan 1 : 7 Ciri-ciri lelaki idaman anda.
1. responsible -- terhadap agama, diri, family & friends
2. tinggi -- ni mmg takley nak wat apa la~
3. respect me as a unique individual *unique lah sangat!*
4. tak merokok! -- ehem
5. kool, ego bertempat
6. lepak..yang mmg lepak bukan superficial lepak
7. respect my space, my family, his family and our relationship

Soalan 2 : lelaki yang pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup.
1. Johnny Depp
2. Patrick Dempsey
3. Heath Ledger
4. Charlie Cox
5.
6.
7. Nikman Adli (eh?)

Soalan 3 : 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang yang anda minati.
1. bangge~
2. x comfy
3. rimas!
4. biase je..
5. mesti arr swonot!
6. nervous? x nervous?
7. tensi! sebab tataw nak pakai baju ape...

Soalan 4 : 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama pasangan anda.

1. Makkah
2. Niagara Fall
3. Rome, Italy
4. Paris, France
5. Istanbul
6. Japan
7. Kota Kinabalu

Soalan 5 : 7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin akan anda hadiahkan pada pasangan anda...
1. sincerity
2. ever lasting friendship
3. guitar idaman beliau *same la nadh*
4. masakan sodap2 --> ni mmg dah tere *jangan tak tawu saye suke masak!*=p
5. futsal boots
6. givenchy irresistible
7. ipod? hahahaha tataw ar nak kasik hape dahhhhh

Soalan 6 : 7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda nyanyikan untuk pasangan anda.
1. i love u -- celine dion
2. how do i live -- trisha yearwood
3. destiny -- misha omar
4. i belong to me -- jessica simpson
5. bring me flowers -- hope
6. i'm yours -- jason mraz *sangat contrasting dgn no.4*
7. falling slowly -- glen hansard & marketa irglova

soalan 7 : 7 rakan yang anda tag dan mahu mereka buat PERIHAL 7 ini.WAJIB!!

1. dieyla
2. bulost
3. yuzz
4. karintan
5. fath *if she reads this*
6. add
7. syupppppp~

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2008-11-08T15:28:00.007+10:00

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