Banana Split or Slipped?

It's been a while now since I last blogged about something. Lol. Life's been great, but busy too. A few things happened to me today, that I felt that I should write about them here. Just for laugh. Just for memories. Just for fun. Or just for a reminder for me not to do such thing to my students later on.

I started my day with a smile before I left home for college.

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I knew I was going to be late, therefore I texted my group leader to let the respective lecturer know that I would reach the lecture theatre slightly late. SLIGHTLY. well, Pn. Z******* did mention if any of us had to face "obstacles" on our way to any of the KISSM[y-arse] slot, just let them know. They will tolerate if we let them know beforehand.

Apparently, this superior lecturer, though I know his intention is good, I keep telling myself to forgive him...but it will take time, keep on nagging on us, I'm sorry folks, only two of us came in late, but the whole DKA had to bear with the nagging, saying things like we're not going to make a good quality teacher because we had no discipline, for being late and bla bla bla.

I TOLD YOU I HAD MY REASONS. And what makes you think I will appreciate your effort of humiliating me in front of others? -- konon to teach me to be punctual. If I always came in late, then I should understand, I deserved to be scolded. THAT WAS the first time u effin freak! I came in late. In fact, his choice of words throughout the lecture was.....VULGAR. Keep on saying BANGANG to everything. EVERYTHING. well, obviously I'm exaggerating. But really, do you have to humiliate your student to teach her some manners? I totally disagree. In fact, you lost my respect.

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Well, I respect you as an old-timer, but as an educator..I'm sorry, you lost it.

OKAYYYYYY that's enough for such a terrible morning to begin with. Now, another embarrassing event to finish my day at the college.

I FELL on my knees at the CANTEEN. Yes, you're right. It happened in front of a number of people WITH EYES. Of course they saw me tripped. Gosh. Dugaan betol hari ni. It was so embarrassing but I just had to put up a smile and thick skin and get up and walk straight as if nothing happened! But my knees were hurting..huhu. I was in a hurry, couldn't wait to go home after a looooooooooong tiring day. Walked rather quickly passing through the canteen. The next thing I knew, I was on my knees. I saw the floor was oily, or maybe wet. It's a canteen, HELLOoOoooO. Of course la the floor was slippery! Haish. Kan dah ter malu sendiri. Huhu.

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Dala. That's all for now. Till next time. Daa.

Find a guy...

..who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you...

The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her."

The unexpected.

Just as I was talking about friendship with my besties -- friendship that I had, am having and will have -- the most unexpected things happened. The person I used to be so close to, the person who made my day when I was really down, the person who I poured every single thing about me and my feelings to, the person who broke my heart into pieces and in fact put me at my lowest point in life, the person who taught me many things about the real world, and partly made me who I am now, suddenly tegur-ed me on YM. Oh, the magic of the IT world.

I thought, my absence made her forget about me, totally. The moment she text me on YM, I was shocked, was surprised, and almost burst into tears. I know all this while I have been missing her. But my ego tells me not to do anything. I don't know. Everyday, I've been thinking about what my religion taught me.

Berdosa besar bagi orang yang memutuskan silaturrahim sesama saudara Islam. Tidak bertegur sapa melebihi 3 hari kerana perselisihan faham.

Begitulah lebih kurang. Berdosakah saya? Wallahu'alam. If I have sinned for what I did, I pray to the Almighty to forgive me. But if it involves other individuals, saya mohon maaf atas salah dan silap saya.

Because of what I believe in, I moved on from what had happened in the past. I couldn't care less about who's fault was it, that that thing happened. I just regret that the friendship didn't work out well. One thing that I am really sure about me, I am very, very appreciative. I cherish every friendship I made, make, and will make. That's just who I am. That one person opened my eyes, by telling me that I have so much love to give, that I am very fond of those who are nice to me, who are sincere (but I know, sometimes I can't tell if they are sincere), but I can't stop being nice. It takes an open-heart for others to really see what kind of a friend I am. But of course, I don't expect every single person to understand me -- or get to know the person in me. That's just life.

"Jangan kita membenci orang yang membenci kita. Sebaliknya, kasihanilah mereka kerana mereka tidak dikurniakan kasih sayang yang banyak untuk menyayangi orang lain."

And now, she came back. I won't ask why only now. But I thank the Almighty for what He has given me. Alhamdulillah. Salam ramadhan.

Shattered Glass.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

juz give it a try.....=)

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY
>>>> Get Up - Ciara]

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
>>>> Boring - Pink

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
>>>> Lollipop - Lil Wayne

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
>>>> Stay Away - Paramore

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
>>>> Hide Away - Hilary Duff

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
>>>> Honestly - Lumidee

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
>>>> Brown Eyes - Destiny's Child

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
>>>> Angel - Shaggy (wow!)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
>>>> You're Gonna Miss This - Trace Adkins

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
>>>> Listen - Beyonce Knowles

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
>>>> Get Silly - V.I.C.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
>>>> Ceritera Cinta - Jaclyn Victor

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
>>>> Anna Molly - Incubus

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

>>>> Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
>>>> Stop and Stare - One Republic (Oooooohh I love this song!)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
>>>> Aku Bukan Untukmu - Rossa

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
>>>> Beautiful, Dirty, Rich - Lady Gaga

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
>>>> How Will I Know - Whitney Houston

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
>>>> Honey, I Know - Se7en

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
>>>> The Best Thing - Mocca

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
>>>> New Soul - Yael Naim

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
>>>> Shattered Glass - Britney Spears

Super Purple Geek.

nothing really.

just goofin around with my-geeky-nerdy-black-purple-plastic-framed glasses.

Practicum.

Hi All.

A quick update from me.

I'm on prac now. At SK Kampung Tunku, Petaling Jaya -- 10 mins drive from my place.

Since one of the assessments for my prac includes daily reflection, I decided to create a new blog, just a place where I dump all of my daily reflection as I progress as a teacher (to-be). It could be a bit dull, as I try to write as properly as I can but you all may learn something from my experience. And should you have any comment, don't shy-shy to drop it at the comment box! TQ.

Jangan malu2 to come visit my other blog! See you all there.

Adieu~

Baby Mafia.

My life as a teacher trainee is almost reaching its finishing line and I will soon become a graduate teacher. But of course, in order for me get the title "graduate teacher", I need to finish my studies first (and graduate la). One of the requirements for me to graduate include a series of 12 weeks practicum. So, here I am, 30% prepared, 25% scared, 43% unsure and another 2% just-don't-know-what-to-expect for my practicum which will commence soon, as soon as next week, 29th June 2009. Ok, I shall leave it there.

My intention of writing this entry is to share what I have been doing since last Monday, June 22nd. I have been going to IPBA from 830am till 1230pm, EVERYDAY for a series of briefing (which is meant to prepare us for our coming practicum). In the evening (oh, I am surprised with myself too!) I stayed at home, entertaining my nephew Sulaiman (with his homework) and babysitting his brother Seth.

I had become one of the most successful (ceh, ni self-proclaim nihh) MAK SUPIR. Lol. Oooohhh I can't deny the fact that I lurrrrrrvvee driving and I don't mind if anyone ask me to do almost any task that requires me to drive a car. I've been my sis Najla's co-driver (she usually drives the car to work and I'll take over the car from her office to my college and pick her up at 5pm and she'll drive us home). I fetched Sulaiman from school last monday and yesterday too. I wanted to pick him up today, but his father is around so he usually takes over the job whenever his around (sorry, Iman. Mak Lang promised to take you to the carwash but Dada's around..I'll pick up next time and take you to the drive-thru-carwash okayyy???).

DON'T I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO?

Of course I do. But for now, the new semester has just begun, and there's not much to do yet. I wonder what will happen when I have started teaching (practicum) next week. Eeek!! I'm scared!

Oh oh. Sebenarnya I nak share this thing. Memang takda kaitan lah dengan apa I da bebel kat atas tuh. Seth LOVES cars and LOVES to go vroom vroom. He just had a haircut last few days, and guess what?? He looks soooooo like LOCK (Doveyna please take note) without his hair! Nampak cam gangsta baby! I told Kak Julie, Seth looks like a Baby Mafia. Har har har. If he gets to sit in the car, you'll be in trouble la. It's almost impossible to get him off the steering (well, I'm exaggerating. But NO. He'll scream and cry out loud if I don't at least take him for a spin, just pusing2 the park behind our home pun jadilah). Nah, tengok la gangsta kecik nih~

Sangat cheeky! Ouh I didn't see him the whole day today...kinda miss him. Oh oh. Kenapa tidak jumpa dia satu harini?

8:30am - 12:30pm >>> Briefing for Practicum

2:30pm - 4:30pm >>> Perhimpunan Profesionalisme Pelajar

5:30pm - 8:30pm >>> Lepaking session with Syuk and Dav at Delicious

Brownies yang sangat di gilai Cik Doveyna.

Maaf Syuk. Tak dapek den nak nolong~ hahahah

By the time I reached home, it was already 9:30pm...obviously the little ones had gone to bed. Hu. I think that's all for now. Will update more when I think I have time. Lol.